i dont want pities or likes / i dont want followers / fuck / i barely even want this account / i just want somewhere i can feel calm again / this year has taken damn near everything i had left / what more can it take from me?
hey man are you like okay even a little bit
nearly every friend group i have had / in the past three years / actively wants to run me out / of any environment they find me in / my dogs are dead / my home is going empty / my job sucks / and the only people i can rely on / are just as damaged / that they cant be there / and the world wont give my wife a break / and i hate seeing her sad or tired or upset / i just want shit to be okay / instead of endlessly circling / into more fucking problems / in a neverending spiral / of people refusing to have basic / goddamn / empathy / im tired of everyone in the world / being callous / and mean / and punching down / at anyone they see struggling