
၄⋆၃ rexently ive looked in the mirror and i just go "is that really me" i dont look like myself i mean i do its just i feel like i look foreign thanks hastur for giving me body dysmorphia and a never ending sense of dread and self doubt #joke #halfjoking #onlyalittlejoking

i.dont.know.you.particularly.well,.but.i.can.tell.you.are.going.through.a.stressful.period.of.your.life you.are.taking.care.of.your.matesprit.are.you.not?. perhaps,.if.you.have.someone.else.who.can.take.care.of.both.of.you.to.give.you.the.time.to.mentally.reset,.that.would.be.for.the.best?. the.strain.of.being.a.carer,.and.also.being.someone.going.through.a.potential.mental.health.decline,.weighs.hard.on.you

၄⋆၃ i dont really know anyone who would be willing or is able to watxh over me dot dot dot i mean most of the individuals i am "xlose with" are in other timelines and its not that bad dot dot dot just mmmmm dot dot dot ok its pretty bad

you.know.florid.yes? he.recently.took.a.medical.mental.health.break for.him.it.included.getting.away.from.chittr,.but.thats.a.decision.for.yourself regardless,.please.take.yourself.away.from.your.stressors give.yourself.the.time.needed.to.recover or.else,.it.will.only.get.worse

၄⋆၃ this is fair dot dot dot i suppose all of this was dot dot dot rather stressful for an average troll like me hehe being surrounded by all these xrazy resilient people briefly made me forget im just normal

i.dont.know.your.timeline,.but,.perhaps.go.to.a.mediculler,.and.check.yourself.in.for.mental.health.reasons i.would.offer.a.letter.of.recommendation.but.i.do.not.think.our.timelines.use.the.same.systems if.you.are.worried.for.ruby,.perhaps.do.so.at.an.alternate.timeline?. i.know.a.few.people.and.a.few.timelines.with.such above.all.else,.even.if.you.do.not.wish.to.check.yourself.in,.please.be.good.to.yourself

၄⋆၃ haha yeah no uh not many mental health faxilities here im more likely to just be xulled dot dot dot ive been uhm "editing" a few of my doxuments over the xourse of my life due to never really having a quadmate along with the faxt theyll simply kill me just for being "insane"

i.see.... that,.is.what.happens.now.and.then... i.wish.i.had.facilities.as.needed,.but,.i.don't.where.i.am.either.... perhaps,.where.your.mate.is.from?. she.is,.at.least.in.part.human.yes?

၄⋆၃ thisss is an option but ive only ever been on alternia and not just that my alternia as muxh as i want to leave (and have wanted to leave) i wouldnt know what to do

well,.i.would.not.want.to.pressure.you.away.from.your.home.planet.and.timeline... give.me.a.bit.to.think.on.a.solution,.i.wish.i.could.assist.more for.now,.in.my.professional.medical.opinion,.avoid.stressors,.such.as.anything.particularly.abnormal,.and.uncontrollable spend.time.in.nature,.and.preferably,.away.from.the.hive surround.yourself.with.friends.if.you.can i.believe.in.you.xennox

၄⋆၃ thank you dot dot dot i apprexiate that