♦ pitied by @orestesAquarium
The last bit of my thoughts on it nowv that im not pissed off. This is a long thought post, I already knowv people aint gonna read it, so vwhatevwer. The people vwho vwill read it vwill thank you. I dont believwe respect is earned. I think its the bare minimum basic thing I can do vwith a stranger. I dont care if I had a bad experience vwith one Kurloz; I knowv that the next one might be different. I had the VWORST ancestor, he vwas an eridan, guy sucked, hit me, beat me, vwhatevwer. I dont get along vwith eridans; its hard for me. 8ut I knowv theyre not all the same. The basic thing I can do is just not talk to them, knovwing I havwe this bias. If you dont like my alts for vwhatevwer reason, I can respect that, I understand that, but I ask that you treat me vwith basic respect and just not talk to me. I dont knowv MOST of you, if youre not one of the 11 people I grewv up vwith, I dont knowv you. Its more of a vwaste of energy to be nasty vwhen you can just ignore me. I am not an amazing guy. I am in therapy to be a better person, I am putting in the vwork to try and be a better person, and I havwe my owvn shit to vwork through. I really do not need vwhat is supposed to be a fun, okay experience to be bogged dowvn by people vwho are just going to assume the vworst vwhen they can just leavwe me alone and block/ignore me.
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oh and i had one davwe said he hopes my grub dies so like. again, either its just me or theres something in the vwater on chittr. #infanticide #wviolence #gore
ANYTIME. NOW THAT YOU KNOW YOU CAN TALK TO ME, I’M GONNA TRY AND GET MY MATESPRITE TO GET OUT OF BED FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY AND DO SOMETHING BEFORE HE BED ROTS ANY MORE.
i vwas thinkin a80ut a j0ke a vwhile 8ack that vwent really vweird vwhere s0me0ne said id 8e 8etter vwith estr0gen and kinda hurt my feelings in a 8ad vway. like s0metimes its vwhatevwer 8ut its 8een 8ugging me real 8ad.