♦ pitied by @penumbraPhantasm
I just want to say that I have lots of friends. I am in a place where I feel at home. I do not mask any kind of complicated feelings with sexual desires. I browse #nsfw a normal amount. I am also openly bisexual and don't need to hide any other part of my identity. This reverse posting is so dumb. Fuck my stupid baka life.
* You're glad you got to. You thought it was beautiful.
i'm hoping people understand we named our team/council/group(?) the 8x12 because we have 8 humans and 12 trolls (pronounced eight by twelve, not eight times twelve). it's quite literally the only way we agreed that it represented everyone here, and even then our gamzee, vriska, and eridan disagreed with how it's named. then again, our gamzee is more or less uninvolved with the planning, vriska is having an identity crisis, and i don't seem to remember where eridan is right now, but we haven't seen him in a while. maybe he left with dirk, so he wouldn't be alone as dirk recovers from... whatever he experienced when causing LE's ego death? i am unsure. we're probably still way less organized than most of the other timelines, despite having organized our own terminology for timelines and such. it... kind of makes me self conscious, but our john has been there to remind me that we're all still people, and we're all trying our best. admittedly, after what he went through, i thought he'd be the most distant, but he's been sure to check in on most of us. now that i think about it, a lot of this wouldn't have happened without john. or maybe i'm just trying to shift the praise to someone else? i know people want to congratulate us- and me, but- it feels... unwarranted? wrong? it's late... it's probably better i get some rest. i'm likely just not thinking right, and i'll feel better in the morning.
hello chittr i am finally awake at a reasonable time!
