yakn/)w maybe i sh/)uld steal ppls xanax m/)re /)ften i feel pretty great. n/)t even in a high way, i th/)ught taking this w/)uld fuck me up but n/)w i want t/) like f/)ld my laundry /)r s/)me shit #substances
pr/)bably
/)r… i c/)uld steal m/)re /)f this stuff again
It's a workable short term solution, but in the long term having a proper prescription would help. On the plus side, once you've stolen some, it makes it easier to do the paperwork to get said prescription.
well but what if they d/)n’t believe me? what if they d/) believe me but d/)n’t want me t/) be better in any way? h/)w can i trust them? i w/)uldn’t trust me if i were the medical pr/)fessi/)nals
So what? Maybe the first one doesn't trust you, tells you know. You ask someone else. Maybe the second one thinks you have a different problem, one you know you don't have. You ask someone else. Third person goes "ohh. Yeah, you need this." and gives you what you need. The time will pass anyway. You might as well try. Worst they can do is try to cull you, and I don't doubt that you could wrangle your way out of that. They're too overworked to be actually good at chasing people.
yeaaaah but ya never kn/)w… g/)tta plan f/)r everything
Yes. Hope for the best, plan for the worst, expect something in the middle, as they say. But to get to your goals you first have to take steps towards them. Good luck, Eurydi. If it's any consolation, I think it would be difficult for any mediculler worth their salt to look at you and not prescribe you xanax.
/)h i’m n/)t that anxi/)us! i’m just very well prepared
Whatever you say. Either way, I wish you luck with the mediculling system, and the thievery.