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πšƒπš‘πš’πšœ πš–πšŽπš–πš˜πš›πš’ πš‹πšŽπš•πš˜πš—πšπšœ 𝚝𝚘: @sardonicdaydreams your Mind Was Blank. And Then Suddenly. You Awoke. In Two Clenched Hands, You Grip A Dagger Covered In A Deep Shade Of Cobalt Blood. Looking Up From The Knife You Can See Her, Alaera, The Only Friend You’ve Ever Had. The Only Troll You Ever Needed. The Only Person Who Could Ever Understand You Or Care For You. Blood Pours Down Her Face, Her Left Eye Tightly Shut As She Covers It With Her Hand, Staring At The Blood Dripping Down Onto The Grass And Her Clothes. she Screamed, β€œyou… You Stabbed Me? You Fucking Stabbed Me!” Her Voice Felt As If It Could Pierce The Sky, Shattering It In Two. It Was Shrill, And Yet You Felt As If You Could Barely Hear It. Your Ears Rang, And You Were Still Adjusting To Controlling Your Own Body. The World Felt As If It Collapsed Around You. β€œ It Was Just A Joke! You… You Didn't Have To Go This Far! You Should Have Just Been Stronger! This Wouldn't Have Gone On So Long If You Had Just Broken My Control. God. You're So… Useless–” She Attempts To Continue But You Cut Her Off. β€œa Joke. Yeah… This. This Is All A Sick Joke. I Only Have You And My Lusus… And You Wanted Me To Stab Her?” Your Response Is Breathless, Almost Choked As Tears Begin To Stream Down Your Cheeks. As You Regain The Feeling In Your Body, You Realize The Aches And Pains. Scabs On Your Thighs And A Piercing Pain In Your Mouth. Your Entire Body Throbbed In Pain. The Fuzzy Memories Of What Happened Came Rushing Back. The Torment And Humiliation Disguised As A Joke. And The Worst Part Is That You Would Have Been Fine With It All If It Weren't For The Threat Against Your Lusus. The Only Living Creature You Care For. β€œxen It Was A Joke! What Don’t You Get? Listen Xenny, I'm Sorry! Let's Just Get To A Mediculler And Go Back Hive.” β€œno. No. I’m Not Going Anywhere. With You.” Your Voice Is Sharp And Sudden And Feels As If Its Not Your Own. Her Unharmed Eye Is Blown Wide But Subtly Narrows. β€œno? Hah! Xen. You’re Useless Without Me. You Need Me. Before We Met, You Were A Stupid Little Wriggler Who Followed Your Shitty Tiny Lusus Around Everywhere. You Know Why? Because You're Unable To Think For Yourself! You Love Me, Don't You, Xen? Let Me Think For You. Let's Go Hive. Come On. I’ll Forgive You For This… All Of This. We're Best Friends.” She Extends Her Hand Up To You, Smiling Sweetly At You As You Shake In Fear Of What You’ve Just Done. You Never Thought You Were Capable Of Harming Anyone Despite Your Nature. and So You Ran. #abuse #violence #mindcontrol Run Rabbit, Run Rabbit Run, Run, Run. π™ΌπšŽπš–πš˜πš›πš’ πšπš’πš— β €β € β € β €β € β €β € β € β €β € β €β € β €

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၄⋆၃ oh wow i really forgot the details of this huh xrazy how xreating new happier memories almost "erase" the old negative ones but i guess they never truly "disappear"