I feel likke very often, people do not reaalise how scaary it is, haaving memory issues. YOu thinkk you lockked the door, but then someone comes tell you off for forgetting to lockk it aand you haave to wonder if you reaally forgot, or if there is some straanger in the hive with you now. AAnd haaving forgotten might be the better option, but it is not good either, it is still terrifying. HOw long until you staart forgetting everything? YOu do not remember aalreaady haaving maade teaa, so the full mugs kkeep piling up. YOu caannot recaall if you haave eaaten aanything tonight. YOu forgot whaat you were doing. PEople kkeep telling you to live in the moment, but I do not thinkk they reaalise how horrible it is, when the moment is aall you haave
it is frightening, to be unsure of one's re✦lity. i h✦ve often struggled to determine whether i ✦m dre✦ming or ✦w✦ke. it is not the s✦me...but i commiser✦te ⋆｡ﾟ☁︎｡⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡⋆
I remember most things. But forgetting is also terrible.