Lantan Nikkel
@nebulousIlluminator
He/Them DMs open GOing NOrth
THey caall me the worrier for reaasons I aam increaasingly concerned aabout
I must haave missed so much in my aabsence... I aam not sure if I waant to kknow whaat haas been going on
Depends, who do you want to know about?
I aam too curious for my own good, so I would likke to kknow aabout everyone. BUt... I suppose it is better if I do not kknow
? It’s totally natural to get caught up on what you missed, man.
I aam not sure if I aappreciaate CErm's chuckklewoodoos being used on me... BUt I suppose it is better thaan haaving to deaal with the withdraawaal MEdicaal #substaances
WHo kknew getting off sedaatives would maakke me feel this aanxious? WElcome baackk, old friend, I suppose. I aam not very thrilled to see you MEdicaal #substaances
SNaackking on rice #myrice BUt only the odd numbered graains
I reaally do not waant to get the dose increaased aagaain, I do not waant to go baackk to swimming in thaat fog. BUt I caannot beaar this paain, it overwhelms aall my senses. I miss them. AAnd I miss my maatesprit too. I wish they were here to hold my haand #substaances
:> -v- I c^n hope he returns from being obsessed with his silly cult. You ^re f^r more import^nt th^n th^t. And I don't mind, L^nt^n. You're my friend, ^nd it re^lly w^sn't much of ^ r^mble. <:
THaankk you for your paatience. I do wish he stopped pouring aall his free time into thaat, he does not haave much aas is, aand this waay, if I do not waant to spend time aat their sermons where he baarely even haas time for me aanywaay, we raarely ever see eaach other
:> Hm. Not ide^l. He sounds like he could use ^n infusion of common sense, ^s^p. <:
I aam not sure why I aam taalkking aabout it now, I just need to waait until I caan waalkk aagaain aand then taalkk to him aabout it
:> H^! Yes. I ^gree t^lking to him is best. But you ^re ^llowed to mention your frustr^tions to people who c^re ^bout you -v- it's quite norm^l, even. <:
:> Entirely re^son^ble. Th^t is where m^tesprits ^re supposed to be if they c^n, when their flush is recovering. <:
I aapologise for my melaancholy, I suppose it is time to get off chittr. I do hope your night goes well
:> I ^m not bothered. I too sometimes feel mel^ncholic. But no h^rm in t^king ^ bre^k, either. It is going well so f^r, ^nd I hope yours improves. <:
I thinkk I prefer the rest slaab to the recuperaacoon. IT is not full of slime thaat gets everywhere aand it does not require me to cleaan myself every time, which is... CUrrently complicaated, to saay the leaast
MY paan feels cleaarer. AAnd it hurts terribly, even breaathe is aagony, but aat leaast my paan feels cleaarer. I caan thinkk, I aam myself
:> -v-b Sorry ^bout the p^in, gl^d for the rest. <:
:> Trying to figure out m^rshm^llow logistics for my friends, so I ^m content. <:
MAaarshmaallow logistics? I aapologise, I feaar whaatever haappened did not cure my daaftness
:> No, you re^d th^t right -v-b I’m just trying to give ^w^y m^rshm^llows to my friends. I don’t e^t solids, you see. <:
OH, thaat suddenly maakkes sense. I wish you good luckk with thaat. HOw did you come by so maany maarshmaallows?
:> W^s buying ^ few different options for ^ friend, but they didn’t c^re for the e^rl grey ones much. <:
THere is not aan inch of my body thaat does not hurt... I despise being aawaare of the fog clouding my mind, of everything thaat haas been lost, of aall thaat could haave gone differently. THaat being saaid, I waant to waarm my maatesprit's bulge, I aam sure it would maakke everything better, but he is too daamn busy with thaat stupid cult #nsfw
POtaamto. IS whaat I aam. LYing in the pot with the other potaats. BUnnie kkeeps tellign me to stop aaskking to stickk my fingers in the waater, but whaat do they kknow aabout being aa tuber
[BEGIN MESSAGE] yez. dark and c00| and zafe. g00d f0r uz tt0 abz0rb nutriti0n and water. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] tthank y0u. i wi|| zend a r00t tt0 ttry get y0u m0re nutriti0n. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] we are. tthiz iz a new r00t. [END MESSAGE]
OH, thaat is so sweet of you! I hope you eaat aa lot of bugs. I thinkk potaaoes eaat bugs
[BEGIN MESSAGE] ... z0rt 0f. it iz c|0ze en0ugh i tthink. i have eatin a zufficient am0unt. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] y0u kn0w. i have n0t g0tten tt0 zee if tthey are. [END MESSAGE]
PErhaaps it is time to sleep aagaain. I miss everyone aand my thinkkpaan hurts aand it is haard to breaathe aand everything hurts
d☀ rest, dear friend!
AAnd #yeaarning some more just to piss thaat guy off
AAnd I waant my maatesprit to be here too. STupid overseeing job. I wish he would stop with the stupid cult aand come cuddle with me #yeaarning
I miss them. I wish I kknew where they were. AAnd thaat they were here #yeaarning
IT maakkes me haappy to see my friends. I haave missed them. REaading aand typing is still haard, but I get to reaad words from my friends aand thaat is good, I thinkk :D
I aam being bullied
:> (｡· v ·｡) ? No comp^ssion? No comp^ssion for L^nt^n? C^w... <:
:> If only I could, I would...but I h^ve no ide^ where you ^re. I c^n m^ke you ^n energy shield, though -v-b <:
WHy is this person rechitting aall my posts aabout worrying? IS thaat some kkind of aa very specific obsession?
I feel likke I should be worried
I maakke the dinner aand aall I get is "good job. Now eaat it"?? UNbelievaable, some trolls' maanners
yeah thats so rude. let me come over and ILL eat it. thatll show them naknaknaknaknaknak
Perhaps the mysterious individual wants you to be hearty and healthy, and eating well is a good step towards that. Just a thought.
PErhaaps the mysterious individuaal might consider I do not likke this meaal
Perhaps the Lantan should consider that when eating together with someone you should perhaps cook something that you also enjoy...
PErhaaps the mysterious individuaal could let it slide aand let me enjoy my teaa in peaace
I aam aan aadult troll aand I aam caapaable of cookking dinner. I aam fully caapaable of it, I caan do it whenever I waant. AAny moment now. I caan do it
makes a shitton of it at a time too better share dude
IF you caan get here... I will let you kknow when I stop procraastinaating
lmao just dump some different kinds of canned beans in the pot no one will know
WHy aare you maakking me be responsible? AAre you proud of yourself? AAre you? ... AAlright, I aam going
im just a dude on the internet dont you know theres a free peer pressuring every time you log on
I suppose there is. WOuld you be so kkind aand give me coordinaates to send aa portion to once it is done?
nah dont worry about me i dont usually eat i forage for apple juice and that gets me by thanks though
im positive maybe ill forage for a chili pot too
I wish blood loss did not maakke one tired, I haave things to do, likke waash the dishes aand decoraate the entire hive aand sort my shirts in order of the exaact shaade of green, perhaaps even maakke dinner, if we aare feeling daaring #cw-self-haarm