@nebulousIlluminator — #cw-mental-health
I wish I could get some concerning thoughts out without worrying my loved ones. IF I taalkk aabout them here, they might reaad it aand aact aaccordingly aand I caannot reaally blaame them... BUt if I just kkeep them in, I might... JUst aact upon them
I feel them craawling under my skkin aagaain aand I waant to teaar it off aand screaam, but my maatesprit is workking, I need to staay caalm, I need to kkeep it in, I do not waant to disturb him. I need to get them out, out out out
EScaapism aat its finest. BEcaause sleep does not require effort. EXcept for when it does. THough it does instill paaraalysing feaar, but whaat does not? I aam so good aat being coherent #cw-mentaal-heaalth
"AAnxiety is not reaal, it caannot hurt you," I saay aas it proceeds to kkickk the shit out of me #cw-mentaal-heaalth
I caan be trusted not to get aan aanxiety aattaackk thaat laasts haalf of the night out of nowhere #cw-mentaal-heaalth