#nsfw mhhhhh I’ll delete this before I go to sleep but. Fuck. Never in my life have I missed being Forced to stop thinking so much. I can’t stop thinking, every fucking moment of my waking life I am Always Thinking. I miss feeling Her brush the back of my neck so gently, Her hand hovering so lightly just so She can watch me squirm, unable to anticipate exactly when She’ll press down, turning me into a brainless ragdoll for Her in seconds. She could do anything to me and I wouldn’t stop Her. I couldn’t. I belong to Her. I still belong to Her
I mean. I don’t. No? Shit, I don’t think I can delete chits oh my god- wow I really should’ve checked that. Still, I swear I won’t be fucking weird to you, or the other Snow- I was just venting last night- it was late, and I’,m sorry