Your name is Meliso Kindyn. You are currently sat hunched on the edge of your rumpled recuperacoon, knees drawn tight to your chest, the faint golden sheen of your blood visible only in the occasional anxious twitch of your boney fingers as you clutched at the frayed fabric of your Moirail’s oversized hoodie, the was garment so worn and oversized it seemed to swallow your slight frame whole, much like the heavy silence that wrapped around you day after day, unbroken save for the soft, rhythmic clicking of your Lusus. A cute beautiful moth you call “Gabei”, He is currently “cleaning” the floorboards, his iridescent wings catching what little light remained as he nudged empty nutrient packets and crumpled wrappers toward the corner, ever vigilant in his mute, instinctual way to care for the troll he’s raised since wigglerhood. Thought you barely spoke, even to the Lusus that had become your entire universe, words felt too heavy, too exposed, like fragile glass orbs that might shatter the moment they left your lips and reveal the aching void inside—the crushing weight of a depression that had settled into your bones like rust on neglected metal, turning every attempt at connection into an insurmountable wall, every fleeting thought of venturing outside into a panic that left you trembling and retreating deeper into the safety of these four walls where no one could judge the way your golden blood marked you as both precious and dangerous, a mutant prize that should have granted them status yet only amplified the terror of being seen, of being wanted, of failing to live up to whatever silent expectations the hemospectrum might whisper in the winds beyond your sealed vents. You get a ping on your palmhusk, it’s your Moirail. You hesitantly grab it and open the notification. They mentioned this website saying you should give it a try, people can be themselves and express themselves.. It’s been so long since you’ve interacted with people even online. Why not..give a try? —> Meliso: make an account.. This account will contain: #nsfw, #nsfwe #cw-self-harm, #suicidal-thoughts, #gore, and Meliso just being a very weird ass quad partner + a stupid smelly bum