@sympatheticConcierge — #substance
She keeps pissing me off. She's sho≈n me her ≈eapon collection, and ≈ouldn't you kno≈ it, she's got the same style of blade as I do. Nothing in my life has been remotely unique from ≈hat i've gathered, other than my alcoholism before I kicked it. She may just drive me to drink again. Oreana Kixmin, i ≈ill fight you one day I don't care if you spa≈ned me directly. #substance
Sobriety is starting to get to me. I slipped up, on the fun night Sunday, but. Being dry is making training difficult. Getting shivers. Seeing things. Other matters I ≈on't get into. I kno≈ if I ≈as around others I'd be like an ursabeast right no≈ I kno≈ it. I can understand the clo≈ns a little bit no≈. I ≈on't give in though. Enlightenment demands sacrifice. It's lighter on my caegers this ≈ay any≈ay. #substance
Trying to reach a level of clarity like the Duelist suggested, a full light and night sober so far. All I'm getting is that itch. It'll be a rough fe≈ ≈eeks, I kno≈ it. It's a small price to pay for po≈er. #substance kind of
≈ell. ≈oke up in the morning on the slab, bottle of ≈hiskey tight in my grip, clothes piled over me and a bit sore. Last light must've been a success #suggestive #substance
The da≈n is young and I definitely earned this ≈ine. #substance