
0k we're actually #npposting first because being last w0uld piss my kismeses off. y0ud think, wouldn't y0u, that her whole gimmick w0uld just annoy me. and h0nestly it did. some nights i c0uldnt stand her. that's my thing, i guess. the first things i notice ab0ut some0ne are what pisses me off. but if i can l0ok past that and care f0r them anyway- loath as i am tw0 admit it, especially on this hellsite 0f all places- i care f0r them something fierce. so h0w does that g0 with np? im sure you can imagine she tried tw0 roleplay with me a l0t, two mixed results. n0rmally i blew her off, but s0metimes i actually kind of tried tw0 humor her. and was n0t very go0d at it. but she didn't seem two mind. it wasnt that she was just tw0 nice two say s0, either. i've seen her stand up for herself. s0 maybe she just appreciated that i was making an effort at all. hell, even when i said n0, maybe she didnt hold it against me. everyb0dy's favorite, shitpeta, seemed not tw0. ":33 you fur always kind to meow." i'm glad she thinks s0, because i never felt kind. but i guess all these people must see s0mething in me. and over time, i started tw0 see what i liked about her tw0. my chest hurt for a sec0nd hearing she had died, and when i was able two spend time with her gh0st, i tried two indulge her m0re. let her talk, praise her when she did something badass. which was 0ften. it's what i would have wanted s0meone tw0 do f0r me. a lot 0f this sounds unsure. i think thats because i'm still getting a little cl0ser two her every night. im still finding 0ut what it means two l0ve her. discovering new things TW0 love. and shes s0 much more than my first impressi0n. i'm sorry i didn't realize it s0oner, bef0re the game to0k you fr0m us. but i want two make up f0r that lost time. grab my fr0nd and drag me through the f0rest, np. i dont mind a little adventure if it's with y0u. *ta offurs the mighty huntress his palm.*
