@cleanAnomaly asked... "When did you become a rainbow drinker? What was the process like?".. Oh.... ehm... I don't...mm... I was..."killed" by...a beast that was trying...to kill my lusus...I was too emotionally attached...and did not want her to die...not yet.. but I thought that...atleast in my death...I could make up for stopping hers... Ehm...the process....it was...like sleeping... a deep deep slumber where I felt...nothing...like I was dead. And then....I awoke. It was...very distressing....like a part of me...was stripped from me...like my end was torn away. To be....forced out of the cycle of life....and becoming...undead was...an experience that I still...am very affected by...but I have learned to live with it... I am...sorry for how...serious this ended....I am doing...better now..and have learned to cope with it...mostly.. (u . u ❀) #questions #QNA #ama #AskPhilox #violence #death https://forms.gle/pvdy3J5PjbaHSEf1A
Apologies if my question was too deep. My curiosity was too piqued upon seeing your unique circumstance. It is lovely to hear you are doing better now at least
It is...alright...(^ . ^ ❀) It was very difficult...when I awoke again...I felt a deep unsatiable hunger...on top of the distress I felt...it ...ehm...wasn't pleasent...but things are...okay and that is all that matters...(^ . ^ ❀)