𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚘𝚡

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Lavender Menace

A moniker of adorable eldritch evil.

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𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘:@tiresianThaumaturge You don't remember what happened during your Embrace. You returned to the mortal plane with the vague idea of a violation, and knowledge that you had been granted the power you sought, but nothing more. This memory is as much metaphor as it is literal. These warnings do not describe what explicitly occurred in the memory, but what any sane reader would extrapolate: #csa #sa #nsfw #nsfwe They are included not for your benefit, sorceress. You will keep reading regardless. Your impression of violation is correct. Their tendrils wrapped around your body and brain, penetrating flesh and mind and soul in a painful blissful stomach-churning tangle. You felt naked, exposed - you wish you could dismiss it as mere metaphor, or process it as a real experience, but neither explanation will ever ring true. It was miserable, it was wonderful, it was disgusting. You took comfort in resignation, knowing at least you had asked for this. And then you were joined by another. It was you. The other you, the real Rose Lalonde. And she looked shockingly like your daughter. At the exact age she'd been in your latest visions, too. She was there with you, so she must have made some pact with them as well, but she... she was just a child. Her eyes turned to yours, pleading and confused, and suddenly you weren't so resigned anymore. You clawed at the tentacles surrounding you, trying to pull them out of yourself but even moreso out of her. You had trained your mind for months to withstand this psychic assault, but there's no way she could have handled it. Back in her body, she must have been completely taken over. You tried to scream, but your mouth was filled before any sound could leave it. You could only watch this surrogate daughter suffer, powerless to save her. That's why your recovery failed. That's why you never tried to get sober again. This memory was forgotten, but it has scarred you forever. ████. 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗