i want so badly to stop thinking about my problems and just be blissfully unaware.... all this site has done is show me things about my life and future that make me miserable :(
idk if it means fuck all but your future can be anything you want it to be like cartoons were right ok you got this but if you need a break take it
dave if i dont become one of two future mes my timeline gets erased.... i hate the two people im allowed to become.... neither of them feel like me at all :(
fuck im sorry jade
dave do i become the deadbeat abusive mom or the barely sentient hypersexual animal.... do either of those sound anything like me or my values or beliefs?? #nsfw
neither of those sound like you neither of those are even a fucking whisper of you i doubt i can do anything with how fickle time is but if you have any so much as an inkling that i might be able to help without risking everything for you come get me ok?
thank you dave.... can you tell me about your timeline and the me in it??
yeah i saw her just the other day at karkats party actually she cut her hair which surprised me but it looks good she had the biggest smile in the crowd and still gives the best hugs imo and im a bit of a connoisseur of those so thats pretty fucking high praise we caught up since i hadnt seen her in a while, she got into teaching actually but its classes for adults centered around gardening and i think shes got a huge crush on one of the ladies that attends it was pretty cute watching her get all red talking about it shes healing too from all the bullshit the game put us through and i can tell its been weighing on her but i think shes finally getting to relax as for the timeline its got its hiccups and were still not on a steady boat but its coming together i think i hope anyway
that sounds nice.... can you help me figure out how to.... you know.... usually i just accept suffering for the sake of others but both of these make even more suffering :(
i can look into the situation i dont want you to do shit you dont want to anymore just hang on alright? ive got you
thank you (╥﹏╥)