maybe its just cause its late and im getting melancholic but damn every pride month just kinda makes me think about when i was a kid n i took a dull ass knife to my hair and just started trying to saw it off and bro found me being a total butt baby during it and he didnt say a word he grabbed some scissors from idek where and fixed the mess id made before spending a good while putting what was left of my hair in locs and like a lot of shitty stuff happened. no denying that i mean fuck i really dont think he felt anything for me and just kinda tolerated me for the most part but for just a day i kinda thought wed be okay and be a normal family and shit i dont know why i looked into it so hard its 3am i shouldnt be thinking about this crap [[ #vent ]]