im laughing about it getting in a good chuckle having a funny little time about it its hilarious cause thats the first thing that comes to mind right oh woe is me i cant partake in my favorite food anymore boo hoo we dont talk about not being able to feel your heartbeat anymore even though its fucking weird like its with you all your life in the background of your mind its a metronome to the beat of your life and suddenly its silent and replaced by the constant flood of data hiccuping and writhing in what is not much more than a fabricated vessel a pseudo person something made to imitate what you used to be a fucking shadow a hollowed out shell thats absent the physical memories that made you, you we dont talk about how the sensation of touch feels different if not borderline wrong like a ghost of a sensation im haunted by the memories of what warmth really feels like with only the ability to experience it in a highly limited capacity on a body lacking in the squishy flesh department not that it isnt cool to be able to look in the mirror and see myself unscathed like i look pretty bad ass like this but goddamn im mourning those cheesy garlic sticks im foaming at the mouth just thinking about them im howling at the moon missing some buttery goodness but its cool its fine cause i really dont give a fuck about any of that im just hitting a trend #traumatuesday ( #abuse implied )
ahh ignore this if you dont want anyone interacting with this post but!! :( im holding your hand and letting you know that im around if you need someone to lean on. i care about you a lot a lot
haha shit it was light hearted though im realizing now the tone mightve jumped ship there if it got you this worried appreciate your concern though that was a really sweet message and dont even sweat its mutual youve always got me here for you if you ever need it hell even if you just want someone to slouch against for no reason at all ill be your guy
well!! even if it was lighthearted in whatever way you meant it to be, im always going to worry about you because youre important to me!! i also appreciate this offer and will take it very seriously into consideration.. hehe!!