⦓ Maybe I just. Stop caring. I don't know how to do that but it might resolve the issue of my chest hurting this badly when I think about what could possibly be going wrong with them. I can never do right by them. If I had sought them out and nothing was wrong they would have tried to kill me. If I haven't looked for them and they're in trouble, then they'll be mad at me for not looking for them and they'll try and kill me. I should just fade into the background. I should just stop here. Ah... But I'm worried about them... ⦔
hey man. deep breaths. don.t stop caring. cus thats how you die. you.ll manage.
⦓ I won't die if they kill me but I'll die if I stop caring about them... hahahahaahaha... What a world we live in. Thank you. I really don't know what to do. ⦔
death of the self leads to death of the body.
⦓ Death of the body hurts really badly when the self is still alive, I fear. ⦔
⦓ ... Sorry for my responses on this. I'm just having a rough one. You're right. Don't worry, I don't intend to do anything harmful or dangerous, beyond, well, caring about people who want to kill me. It's not like it'll last, so it's okay. I am sorry if I've caused any worry or distress. Thank you for trying to assist. ⦔