Ok II need two vent. II hate how whenever IIm alone wiith my thought2 all II can thiink about ii2 how pathetiic II am, how much of a fuckiing lo2er II am. II hate how II get mad for the 2tupiid rea2on2, even when II know iit2 2tupiid and II am 100% iin the wrong for beiing mad, IIm 2tiill mad and 2tiill up2et and II fuckiing hate iit. II hate no matter how much or liittle II do, II feel the exact 2ame about my2elf, feeliing 2HIITTY about my2elf. II hate how everyone for 2ome fuckiing rea2on thiink2 IIm 2mart! Liike II 2omehow have the an2wer2 two everyone2 problem2 when II cant even fuckiing 2olve my own. II hate my2elf, II hate beiing me, IId rather be anyone be2iide2 my2elf.
II hate how no one re2pect2 me and yet they want me two 2olve theiir problem2 II hate how everyone look2 down on me and yet expect2 me two accomplii2h liiterally anythiing. People know an iimage of me that they made up iin theiir head2.