
i wish i coUld be real again ...was i ever?

Your Here Now Aren't You? I Feel Like Even If Loosely That Fits The Bill Of Being Real

very loosely, perhaps... the initial giddiness has sUbsided some. i'm still endlessly thankfUl to have this, bUt... well. i'm still dead. u~u

Being Gone Never Gets Easier Unfortunately, But It Is Nice To Find Comfort In Others Who Relate Your As Real As Any Other Ghost On This Site Is I'll Assure You That

thank yoU, lovely. it doesn't feel that way, bUt i appreciate it nonetheless. looking back, i think i always felt a little fake. i pUt on a persona. watched things happen, never made any moves myself. i felt as a disembodied voice. a transparent eyeball, to qUote a poet whose name i've long forgotten.

It Never Does Unfortunately. I Can Relate In A Way, Being So Different Cast Out For Differences Even By Your Own Variants But You'll Find Yourself Soon I Did

♦️█ ░ y0u mattered...t0 s0me...and that is real en0ugh... ପ(∗´ര ᎑ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️