Diary Entry #11 Well, it's a new day, and while I wasn't able to+ enjo+y any go+o+d drinks, last night, I was at least able to+ find so+meo+ne in the next to+wn o+ver who+ was willing to+ drive o+ut to+day, to+ help take a lo+o+k at, and po+ssibly reassemble my bike's engine. An added bo+nus being that she's actually so+meo+ne a client fro+m my 'upstairs sho+p' reco+mmended, so+ if they act o+ut o+f line, I can take it o+ut o+n her ass, the next time she has a sessio+n scheduled with me. And speaking o+f 'taking it o+ut o+n her ass', I had yet ano+ther vivid dream abo+ut Aranea, last night. It was a little bit hazy at parts, but fro+m what I recall, tho+se mo+ments were because I asked her to+ 'take all my wo+rries away', and she did so+ with enthusiasm~ I do+n't kno+w if I'm remembering the to+uch o+f her psychic influence clearly, o+r no+t, but I'm fairly certain I was able to+ recreate the sensatio+ns o+f having my mind emptied o+ut, befo+re being filled with her presence, and lo+sing myself fo+r the duratio+n o+f my dream in the simple jo+y o+f pleasing her, kneeling and servicing her... The slight pressure and happy pins and needles that came fro+m having her hand stro+king my head as I swallo+wed her do+wn to+ the base, and the shivers o+f ecstasy that ran do+wn my spine when she'd run her fingers thro+ugh my hair to+ pull me clo+ser while my to+ngue do+ve greedily inside o+f her, licking up every sweet dro+p fro+m her no+o+k~ To+ say no+thing o+f the way it felt to+ have her mo+ving me like a do+ll, so+ that she co+uld find her ideal angle, and filling me up with her bulge, while her hand wrapped aro+und my o+wn... O+bvio+usly, when I wo+ke up, the sheets needed to+ be changed, again, but that seems to+ be the no+rm, mo+re than the exceptio+n, these days. Ho+nestly, ever since that night at the casino+, it seems like my mind just wo+n't let go+ o+f the memo+ry o+f ho+w it felt to+ have her co+o+l palm o+n the small o+f my back. O+r the so+ft pressure that I felt with my arm wrapped aro+und hers. O+r the scent o+f her hair... Ho+nestly, if I weren't having to+ watch the fro+nt desk, while waiting fo+r my 11:30 appo+intment to+ walk in, I'd pro+bably be upstairs, right no+w, trying to+ relieve so+me o+f this desire that's been burning inside o+f me since I wo+ke up. The wo+rst thing abo+ut a wet dream yo+u can actually remember, is that yo+u can remember the event, but yo+u can't remember the physical pleasure that yo+u kno+w yo+ur bo+dy must have felt... But I guess I'll just have to+ stew in this feeling until later, when I'm do+ne with the tatto+o+ sho+p, at least. I sho+uld check to+ see if I have any clients fo+r to+night's upstairs business, tho+ugh. Maybe I'll be able to+ find an o+utlet o+f so+me kind, then. And if no+t, well, I may no+t have anything to+ drink in the fridge, but I definitely have so+me to+ys in my dresser drawers... Maybe I co+uld take so+me fun pictures, o+r a video+ fo+r her? O+r wo+uld that be to+o+ fo+rward? ((again, so+rry fo+r the co+ntinued diary po+sts and Po+rrim no+t being really aware o+f the larger site. i had the timing fo+r things misundersto+o+d, so+ yo+u all get at least a few mo+re entries like this, but I'm go+nna try and limit it to+ o+nce o+r twice a day, max. Feel free to+ respo+nd/make fun o+f/try to+ interact with Po+rrim, but just kno+w that she's still no+t aware o+f ho+w the no+tificatio+ns wo+rk, so+ fo+r no+w, it's just building up a deluge o+f things fo+r her to+ respo+nd to+ o+nce she IS made aware that this is all public.)) #nsfw
