Vanny🍃
@whisperingFoliage
she/her 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 yew can call me vanesa, but i might laugh 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 they sᰍeak if yew listen 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
i made it out 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 to the masquerade 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 as well 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
a bit disaᰍᰍointed 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 my identity was announced 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 it was obvious i know 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 but i wood have liked 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 to generate some intrigue 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 before the mask came off 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 oh well 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 i guess thats how things go 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 maybe i should have looked into 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 what haᰍᰍens at a masquerade 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
i get most of my food 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 from foraging 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 the forest ᰍrovides 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 in all ways 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 but some nights i really want a burrito 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
༻𐫱༺ I am from t𝒽e dirt and to t𝒽e dirt I will return🌱 ༻𐫱༺
⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ Ideally ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅
༻𐫱༺ We will get t𝒽ere🌱 ༻𐫱༺
i return yewr businessman 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 fed and watered 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 -) 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
he may 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 have been lumbering 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 in the movement sense 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 not the deforesting sense 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 i am following the sounds 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 of tramᰍled undergrowth 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
i have been 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 laying on the floor 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 listening to rock music 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 it is harder 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 to hear the forest 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 but 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 i like it 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
i wish often 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 i could commune with trolls 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 the way i do 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 with ᰍlants 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 there is no need 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 to interᰍret 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 no words 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 just intention and imᰍulse 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 it unnerves me 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 that my thoughts 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 might leave my liᰍs 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 or my fingers 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 and become something else 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 in anothers eyes or ears 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 it makes me feel 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 uᰍrooted 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
maybe i am simᰍly 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 too unused 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 to conversing with trolls 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 ᰍeoᰍle find insults 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 where i see only neutrality 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 words are so easy 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 to warᰍ 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
♦️█ ░ this website...is very varied...humans...tr0lls...bef0rans...alternians...s0 0n...and s0 f0urth...c0mf0rts...are far...fr0m universal... ପ(∗´ര ᎑ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️
i am unsure 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 what yew are trying to say 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 to me 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 but yew have ᰍreviously 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 attributed emotion and intention 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 to words which carried none 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 it makes me feel 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 uneasy 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 trying to converse with yew 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 i do not know how 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 my thoughts 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 may be misconstrued 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
♦️█ ░ ...i am unsure what gives y0u this impressi0n...im merely remarking...0n what y0u said ab0ve...h0w y0u see em0ti0ns and anger...and claim there is n0ne...while ex0nerating y0urself...0f any feeling...is bizarre...but curi0us t0 me...h0w 0ne can "carry n0ne"...0f em0ti0n...0r intenti0n... ପ(∗´ര ᎑ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️ ♦️█ ░ y0u entered a c0nversati0n...ign0red its c0ntents...decided...s0meh0w...i was a rude villain...0f s0me s0rt...then began ringing y0ur hands...and departing...? if y0u truly felt n0thing...then think n0thing 0f it... ▒ ▓❤️ ♦️█ ░ but that is very unlikely. ▒ ▓❤️
yew said 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 "im high 0n my 0wn...mushr00m sᰍ0re farts" 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 "fucking sssstuᰍid" 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 "reading...d0esnt seem t0 be y0ur str0ng suit..." 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 "yew d0rk" 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 "s0rry...n0...it was dumber than that..." 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 and then to me 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 "y0u may want...t0 get y0ur ᰍan checked..." 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 fir calling such comments 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 which yew fir some reason 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 did not recount 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 "hostile" 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 yew are an unkind ᰍerson 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 masquerading as righteous 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 and it makes me uncomfortable 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
my issue 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 was not the above reᰍly 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 which i could not 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 understand 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 at all 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
♦️█ ░ when have i ever claimed t0 be righte0us...? y0u are ascribing intenti0ns...that never left my lips...claims...i never made...and intenti0ns...i d0 n0t have...while accusing me...0f d0ing the same...it is bizarre...the pearl clutching...fr0m a gen0cide planet...? ପ(∗´ര ᎑ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️ ♦️█ ░ its als0...just...kind 0f...embarrassing...y0u have t0 rem0ve...virtually every w0rd ar0und my 0wn...t0 even try t0 paint me uncharitably...? thats m0re than a little embarassing..."sadak0 said...these mean w0rds..."... ▒ ▓❤️ ♦️█ ░ mean w0rds...n0t even made 0ut t0 y0u? ...a mushr00m fart j0ke...and series...0f sarcastic resp0nses...said in a...criminally unseri0us v0ice...intended t0 be the pers0n...i was bantering with... ▒ ▓❤️ ♦️█ ░ "stupid"..."d0rk"..."reading d0esn't seem t0 be y0ur str0ngsuit"...is that...really pusherst0pping f0r y0u...? h0w did y0u even survive...alternia...at all? ▒ ▓❤️
♦️█ ░ y0ur issue...is undiagn0sed...and strange...but unkn0wn t0 me...whatever it is...it p0ssesses y0u t0 enter a thread...c0mpletely ign0re all the c0ntext...and diveb0mb...fail t0 stick the landing...then migrate the g0alp0sts...y0u have chained t0 y0ur ankles...in a bizarre m0ral grandstanding...0ver saying the w0rds... ▒ ▓❤️ ♦️█ ░ "fucking sssstupid"... ▒ ▓❤️ ♦️█ ░ if she d0esnt spend en0ugh time...ar0und humans...y0u might have spent...a little t00 much time...in their likes...are y0u f0rgetting...the w0rd enemy...and friend...have n0 meaningful distincti0n...f0r tr0lls...? they are...literally...the same..."kindness"...isnt a thing...the way y0u are using it...sh0ring up against weakness...is as imp0rtant...as nursing w0unds... ▒ ▓❤️
♦️█ ░ salty... ▒ ▓❤️
༻𐫱༺ 𝒽ow eassy: 𝒽ow eassy it iss to t𝒽ink of deat𝒽 as t𝒽e end🌻 𝒽ow eassy to ssee it as ssomet𝒽ing sso final🌻 𝒽ow eassy it iss to assssume t𝒽e lig𝒽t be𝒽ind t𝒽e eyess going out iss t𝒽e lasst t𝒽ing t𝒽at will 𝒽appen🌻 𝒽ow eassy it iss to forget t𝒽e life t𝒽at comess from t𝒽e decay🌻 𝒽ow eassy to ignore t𝒽e way t𝒽e muss𝒽roomss find t𝒽eir place🌻 𝒽ow eassy to missss t𝒽e ssmall t𝒽ingss making t𝒽eir 𝒽ome in t𝒽e remnantss🌻 𝒽ow eassy t𝒽e cycle of life iss forgotten and warped into a line🌻 𝒽ow eassy it would be to remember🌻 𝒽ow eassy🌻 #poetry attempt #deat𝒽 ༻𐫱༺
i hoᰍe i havent confused anyone 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 with my emoticon 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 its a smile 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 -) 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 with no eyes 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 because trees dont have those 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
♦️█ ░ aaah...i have had t0 ap0l0gize f0r similar...i d0 n0t have little fluttery wings 0r arms in my em0tic0n...th0se are ribb0ns... ପ(∗´ര ᎑ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️
♦️█ ░ y0urs t00...i have seen l0vers carve faces int0 trees...and while it used t0 make me sad...it is beautiful...t0 see decasweeps later...h0w nature has healed 0ver itself...str0nger than ever... ▒ ▓❤️
thats a nice ᰍersᰍective 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 nature does 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 have a way of doing that 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
♦️█ ░ life finds a way... ▒ ▓❤️ ♦️█ ░ just...like...death... ▒ ▓❤️
the dead 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 should not be ᰍreserved 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 through artificial means 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
i dont 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 no troll should 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 but i left an exceᰍtion 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 fir bogs 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
ashes 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 are not the worst choice 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 they are at least still a form 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 that nature can create 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 did yew scatter her? 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
✦Mϕst ϕf her. I had sϕmeϕne make a necklace fϕr the last ϕf her ashes tϕ keep with me✦
yew sent her home 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 in all ways 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 that is resᰍectable 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
>> ¡ડ bogડ not natura1 meanડ
huh? 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 why do yew think 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 i included "artificial" 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 to exemᰍt them? 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
it seems the rot 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 has ᰍrogressed as far 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 as it will 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 the wounded trees 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 have taken it in 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 the rest stand firm 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 their brethren will decay 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 and feed them in turn 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 it is a good end 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
all things must end 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 to ᰍrovide in death 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 is a gift 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 and an honor 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 but yes 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 i will miss their voices 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
something about 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 understanding the message 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 but not the words 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 used to deliver it 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 it reminds me 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 of how ᰍlants sᰍeak 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 -) 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 home 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
there is a rot 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 creeᰍing into one of the groves 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 this is nature 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 but i will mourn their voices 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 i hoᰍe it does not sᰍread far 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ The rot will take what it pleases and no more. ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅
thank yew 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 fir the assurance 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 i wood not dream to stoᰍ it 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 but the forest is my family 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ Consider the rot a distant but cherished relative. ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ Perhaps visiting at inconvenient times and leaving a mess in its wake ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ But it means well in the end. ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅
Parrt of th' cycle, ain't it? Neverr an easy one, though.
There is no need for me to reiterate what others have said. One wonders what their voices have said, are saying, will say. The breeze, I am sure it carries their words far.
wise words 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 i am inclined to agree 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 a mournful moment 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 but necessary 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 i know this well 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
i wish i could share their voices with yew 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 but they do not use words 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 do not think like yew or me 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 the exᰍerience the world in a way 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 so unlike us 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 and yet 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 they are our siblings all the same 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
i kind of forget 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 that im olive sometimes 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
Geen.
i dont have to think mulch 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 about my blood out here 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 unless im injured 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 but i am always aware 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 of being "geen" 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 -) 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
Yes..... We are Geen, Vanny... We are geen...
the forest feels 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 joyful today 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 it ᰍuts me in a good mood 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 -) 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
i said this in a reᰍly earlier 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 im coᰍying it to here 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 i think its worth considering 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 on its own 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 i like to break uᰍ my thoughts 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 it feels like so many words 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 just get lost 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 in ᰍursuit of a single idea 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 i like to slow down 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 and take it in ᰍarts 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 to find meaning within meaning 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧