i feel ill i dont know hiw to talk to people very well i should but I dint i feel sick i am scared of most of the big events that happen here as what if something bad happens to people and wgar if ir isny fault thatcwhy peope got hurt and then everyone hates me go to therpat they day but what if they cull me for being that useless abd qhats the point ofcsuck a weak little troll existing I dont understand how some places work and the hows as its different but different hiw but i dong wanna b i ther as well that im not foung well but i am probably so clearly not okay that I font know how I havent beern out down kike a dog ad who cant judt talk to people but nooo i live as thats not my purpose within the grand plann and if i die earluet then im condemning anoyher to suffer the dame way amd then itll be worse and then what's the point of everything #gore #violence #horror