i've been writing all night tonight / i should get out / or eat / or take care of myself
>[Treat yourzzzelf girl, get that good good.]<
i don't really have caegar to spare / sorry
OKAY. BuT. GREEN LITTLE DEVIL ON YOuR SHOuLDER. WHAT IF YOu DIDN'T. BECAuSE. BEING A FuCKING LOSER. ROTTING IN A LIQuID SLOSHY BED. OF YOuR OWN NOT MAKING. TAKES A LOT OF WORK. THINK ABOuT HOW MuCH IT WOuLD SuCK. IF YOu SuCKED DOWN FOOD. AND STARTED BECOMING EMOTIONALLY INVESTED. IN YOuR OWN WELLBEING. IMAGINE THE EFFORT IT WOuLD TAKE. TO APPRECIATE THE ENERGY YOu EXPEND. TO DO. SONGWRITING. AND DANCING. AND PuBLIC APPEARANCES. IMAGINE HOW MuCH SENSE YOuR LIFE WOuLD MAKE. IF YOu HAD THE CLARITY OF MIND ENOuGH. TO SEE YOuRSELF AS SOMEONE WORTHY OF RESPECT. IMAGINE. IF YOu HAD A FRIEND. RIGHT. WHO HAD A PARTNER. WHO TREATS THAT FRIEND OF YOuRS. JuST AS DOGSHITTILY. AS YOu TREAT YOuRSELF. WOuLD YOu SAY SOMETHING. PERHAPS INTERVENE. WHO IS TO SAY. BuT ALL I AM SAYING IS. WOW. WHAT A LOT OF FuCKING WORK. DO YOu REALLY CONSIDER YOuRSELF WORTH THAT MuCH WORK? OR WOuLD IT TAKE BEING SOMEBODY ELSE? FOR YOu TO ACTuALLY GIVE A SHIT. ABOuT HEALTH. AND WELLBEING. BITCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
thank you / this is the motivation to get out that i need / i appreciate it
FuCKING WHAT. WHAT DO YOu MEAN. SHIT. I DID NOT MEAN TO DO THAT.