#lonelyposting
--^^> ¡ w4nt to be held,.,. ¡t m4kes me feel l¡ke ¡'m not be¡ng left 4lone for 4 second. <^^-- ↓ --^^> my exoskeleton ¡s too rough, nobody w4nts to hold 4 gold blood w¡th ¡nsect fe4tures. ¡ desp¡se my gu4rd¡4n's enh4ncements. <^^-- ↓ --^^> even ¡ know the s4d re4l¡ty,., ¡ wouldn't be 4l¡ve w¡thout th¡s 4r4chn¡d body. <^^-- #lonelypost¡ng #selfh4te
screw #hornyposting its #lonelyposting time
[Sometimes i think about how if I place my hand on someones chest i can feel them breathing and their blood pusher beat but our atoms arent actually touching and i cant actually feel it, thats just what i think i feel.] [it feels so lonely to think like that though.... #lonelyposting]
[Sometimes i draw faces on paper and tape them to random places in my hive so i feel included in a group of people or wanted in a meaningful way but its just paper....#lonelyposting]
[I wish i had someone to hug and i wasnt so vacantly lonely all the time... all i have are bones and dead plants and the memories of being cool #lonelyposting]
[everyones hornyposting and im scared and alone and left out #lonelyposting]