♦ pitied by @abraxasEncarne
It feels like every time im doing better he finds some way to invade my thoughts yet again. I suppose its progress. First time ive thought about him so pitifully in a few days.
Genuine inquiry how would a guy work on sounding self assured without just being kinda rude alla the time??
X Humans, specifically the ones who have dicks, should be more afraid of me now. I just learned to aim for the balls. #violence x
Im thinking i might go on a walk and get some fresh air before this drives me crazy. Its that or i pop open a bottle at urm.. *Checks watch* 1pm! No good! #substances
My Hair Is Getting A Little Long, Maybe I'll Have It Cut Again.
Good mood ruined i miss dirk again.
Might try my hand at making something other than buttered toast for breakfast this morning. Im feeling adventurous and eating the same darn thing every mornings gotten dull real fast. Its an awful shame im basically the worst cook ever hahah.
Oh Dear. I Thought There Was A Chance It Could Have Been Platonic. I Was Wrong. #sympathetic
Unfortunately.
Not quite!
Pity party canceled hes alive and insufferable as ever. Haha.
Some of you are so fucking awful when it comes to saying inappropriate stuff at horrible times and i cant really even be that mad about it because im a little more pissed off about my dead boyfriend. Who if i havent mentioned it yet. Is pretty darn dead.
Is there a possibility i could convince the robot to give me a hug and tell me he doesnt hate me or do you think dirks programmed that thing to obliterate me on sight already.
Maybe.
c4m3 h3r3 to g3t my bulg3 w3t but now my 3y3s 4r3 th3 w3t on3s! :,( #nsfw
Its still dreary outside. I dont really know how far ive walked. This is making me more miserable than being indoors i think.
My friend you maybe need to go out more and meet new people
Thinking of leaving my house and looking for that stupid robot because it looks like him. Which is probably the lowest of the low. Forgive me for being pathetic believe it or not ive never had to handle a breakup before so this is rather explosive for a first time.
my beloved granddaughter if someone hurt you i will literally assassinate them :/
Seeing any iteration of dirk on my timeline at the moment is like being punched repeatedly in the gut and the issue with that is everyone is dirk strider. All the time. Theres so much of him.
Thank you lara. :(
My room feels so empty when hes not here taking up space and i kind of regret ever complaining about the fact that he would hog up my bed all day. He could do it forever for all i care. Id even lay with him this time.
How exactly do you deal with your ex (?) lover having what appears to be a mental breakdown that has since resulted in your breakup and he cannot be convinced to change his mind? Also what do you do if hes accusing you of antics with a girl you feel completely platonic about and now youve gotta look that girl in the face over dinner tonight and pretend she didnt just end your entire relationship somehow? Seriously i couldnt tell you whats gone wrong in my life over the past week because im awful confused myself but wow!
You know i dont even really wanna go out to dinner anymore this whole thing has been a total bummer.