okay why do i keep thinking about her it's been ages so why should i care ugh
yEAH, i GETCHA,,,
it's making me feel awful
tHERE THERE,,, iN MY EXPERIENCE, tHE FEEL1NGS COME AND, tHE FEELINGS GO,,,
okay but this was literal sweeps ago like i've had time to get over it and i did so why is it back for no reason
sO WAS, mINE, aHAHA,,, i'M NOT SURE, iF i HAD TO GUESS, wELL,,, oUR PUSHERS ARE LIKE, a PIECE OF PAPER, iN THE SHAPE OF A HEART AND, eACH TIME IT GETS HURT IT IS LIKE, wE ARE FOLDING THE PAPER ONCE, oR CRUMPLING IT UP, aND IT GETS FOLDED OVER AND OVER, aND WE CAN PUT IN THE WORK, tO UNFOLD IT BUT, tHOSE CREASES, wILL NEVER TOTALLY BE GONE, tHEY'LL ALWAYS BE THERE, aND THEN, wE WILL SEE OR HEAR OR SMELL OR TASTE SOMETHING THAT, tAKES US BACK TO THAT FOLD, aND IT WILL FEEL NEW AGA1N, aND, i THINK THAT IS OKAY, iT DOES NOT MEAN, wE ARE MOVING BACKWARDS, jUST THAT, wE REMEMBER, i GUESS, #dEEPtHOUGHTS
well...i don't really want to remember what i did okay?
i'M SORRY, i HOPE IT GETS BETTER, fOR YOU, }:(
thanks :/