I'm a little bit concerned thhhat people are um. legitimately thhhinking I want to die. And hhhhhh hhh I guess I understand whhhy from my posts but hhhhhh hhhhhh it feels so stupid to clarify often... hhh.. ALSO I'VE ALREADY HHHAD THHHERAPY AAHHHHHHHHHHHH I've said it before! Um! I don't want to die! Althhhoughhh um, I do read a lot of um, reader self insert stuffl ike thhhaatandit'sveryhhhot bUT ANYWAY in real life um. hhhhhhhhh. fucked up dark romance tropes adfgdty <333 Still um. I like. um. being thhhreatened a bit even if it's empty. Maybe especially if it's empty? No. No, it's um, like, thhhe ambiguity? #suggestive #nsfw i guess from hhhere sogshhhfgjf I don't know. I've never been hhhurt to know um. If I'm like. um. hhhhhh hhh fhhhfhhhfghhhifdghhh a masochhhist actually but um. I thhhink. It's really hhhot to know my life could be immediately ended and thhhat like, um, even if it's not done, it's like, a looming thhhreat. S sds somethhhing hhh about thhhe fear of it turns me on a lot more thhhan anythhhinghhh elsegsfgfhhhs thhhis is so embradrassingdfgghhhdhhh SORRY SORRY OKAY AAAA I WROTE TOO MUCHHH AGAIN



