Zalaur Sarkny
@draconicSublimation
shhhe/hhher, Complaints Officer at Sawsterprise HHHIGHHHBLOODS PLEASE INTERACT!!! ((her entire address is written in her bio)) ((Following from @goldComet))
//OOC Information post Hi, I'm Gold. I've been RPing fantrolls on Tumblr since 2012. Unless mentioned otherwise, any art I use in posts is drawn by me. Occasionally you may see art of my trolls where they have blood coloured hair, white sclera and black horns! This is just an alternate palette I use for artistic purposes. I'm very shy, so I am not always the best at continuing interactions. I would appreciate if you were patient with me. I don't RP lewd topics however they may be mentioned or implied. https://celestialtrolls.tumblr.com/ --- Zalaur Sarkny | Redblood | Adult | Female (she/her) | Office Worker Please be aware Zalaur is a new OC so some things may change while I get them ironed out. She is a socially inept lowblood who has transferred her fear and nervousness of highbloods into borderline fetishism. She only hears what she wants to hear. She is all bark and no bite however, she has no idea what to do in any given situation, completely lacking in experience with people due to it.
I accidentally slept all weekend. HHHhhhhhh... Anyway, tomorrow I'm going into work early to ask if I can take thhhe week off withhhout pay so! Um! HHHhhh I hhhope I don't get killed for asking. ...Also. um. Whhhat on Alternia is hhh going.... hhh on hhhere... okay...
I woke up in... thhhe middle of thhhe hhhhhhhhh hhh day... I guess my subconscious knew thhhat somethhhing was hhhappening and I needed to chhheck Chhhittr hhhhhh hhh hhh hhh Wow... hhhhhh I'm so blessed... sorry for hhhaving no phhhotos in return...
Auauhhhuahhhghhh
<<"are, um, are you okay?">>
|--[ rOugh shift, i Assume? ]-->
YES I mean yes I'm fine! :) I just get a little overwhhhelmed and thhhis time it manifested hhh on my keyboard
<<"t-that's good to hear... y-you look nice, it'd be a shame if you weren't doing okay...">>
Um hhhhhhhhh... I don't thhhink I'm um. Thhhat similar. I hhhhhh do spend most of my time thhhinking about hhhighhhbloods and reading fiction thhhat's of thhhat dynamic but um. ...Mhhh. I hhh thhhink I would act different if I was seeking out quads or um hhh hhh ahhh more intimate relations. HHHhhhhhh hhh. I mean, m m maybe I wouldn't hhh mind thhhat kind of thhhing...? But it's not like... a thhhing I'm trying to aim hhh for... ...Am I a 'chhhaser'...? I don't thhhink thhhat's righhht... Ugrggydhhhdhhhdvduslwhhh hhhhhh I hhhate doing introspection stop making me doubt myself!!!
♤ I'll Give It To You That You're At Least A Little Better Than Trollimede ♤
^^ Oh, you're seeking highblood attention for dirty, filthy reasons? Oh my! ^^
THHHTHHHRHHHTHHHSTS NOT WHHHAT I SAID IS IT IJDUHHHHHH HHH HHH?????
^^ I have to say, my view on you has really changed, Zalaur. ^^
>> G¡r1,, your b¡o 1¡TERA11Y ¡ડ begg¡ng h¡ghb1oodડ you h¡t you up ¡ fee1 1¡ke the c1oડet ¡ડ g1aડડ on th¡ડ one
^^ Oh, you're disagreeing with me, then? Hmm... ^^
>> *to, h¡t you up ડmh ¡ hate th¡ડ keyboard
Logging into my following feed~ hhhhhh And seeing a load hhh of pink and purple posts I hhhaven't read yet! Yaaaaay hhhHHHhhh I worked too hhhard today I didn't chhheck chhhittr muchhh at all... hhhhhh
No. I am an ally. In case I have not made that clear already. I am an ally.
Shhhe is probably thhhe second worst on thhhis site for it... thhhe way shhhe talks about rusts makes me so uncomfy...
I am sorry. I am always trying to learn and do better for Warmblood. I am an ally.
.........Well, um, after lying face down embarrassed for a whhhile, hhh, hhh,,, um. Well, I'm gonna embarrass myself again because thhhat seems to be thhhe thhheme of my chhhittr blog thhhis. um. Wednesday. AND THHHEN I'M GONNA GO TO THHHE COZYSLAB AND HHHOPE EVERYONE FORGETS YAAAAAY asfsdhhhf #suggestive I. I hhhope I a... wait, thhhis feels like suchhh a weird thhhing to say. Like, really I shhhould know by now, righhht? Righhht? Um, but I hhhope I am a masochhhist. It would be um. uhhhhhhgfhhhffhhh kind of hhhumiliating to hhhave all thhhis interest in all thhhe thhhreatening thhhings and dark romance thhhings and everythhhing and thhhen... be like... ouchhh bad.
I thought you LIKE୭ humiliation ༘⋆ ༘⋆
I'm a little bit concerned thhhat people are um. legitimately thhhinking I want to die. And hhhhhh hhh I guess I understand whhhy from my posts but hhhhhh hhhhhh it feels so stupid to clarify often... hhh.. ALSO I'VE ALREADY HHHAD THHHERAPY AAHHHHHHHHHHHH I've said it before! Um! I don't want to die! Althhhoughhh um, I do read a lot of um, reader self insert stuffl ike thhhaatandit'sveryhhhot bUT ANYWAY in real life um. hhhhhhhhh. fucked up dark romance tropes adfgdty <333 Still um. I like. um. being thhhreatened a bit even if it's empty. Maybe especially if it's empty? No. No, it's um, like, thhhe ambiguity? #suggestive #nsfw i guess from hhhere sogshhhfgjf I don't know. I've never been hhhurt to know um. If I'm like. um. hhhhhh hhh fhhhfhhhfghhhifdghhh a masochhhist actually but um. I thhhink. It's really hhhot to know my life could be immediately ended and thhhat like, um, even if it's not done, it's like, a looming thhhreat. S sds somethhhing hhh about thhhe fear of it turns me on a lot more thhhan anythhhinghhh elsegsfgfhhhs thhhis is so embradrassingdfgghhhdhhh SORRY SORRY OKAY AAAA I WROTE TOO MUCHHH AGAIN
I am. Glad that you know yourself <:) Still. A little worried. That you will get taken advantage of in some way. But I will trust you to look after yourself! ❣︎
^^ You are such a fascinating specimen. ^^ ^^ Please, don't stop on our accounts. /\ir out all that dirty laundry if it's what your little pusher desires. ^^
|--[ yOu pOOr thing. dOn't wOrry. i knOw whAt mAkes the BOdy tick - And i pride myself in Bring thOrOugh with my wOrk. All yOu need tO dO is Be A gOOd girl And stAy perfectly still. Or else things mAy get...messy. #nsfw ]-->
Sometimes I read a deathhh thhhreat aimed towards anothhher lowblood on thhhis site and hhh hhh imagine it was aimed at me instead ^u^ hhhhhhhhh
S✧m୭✧n୭ c✧uld l୭✴rn ✴ thing ✧r tw✧ fr✧m th୭ br✧nz୭ bl✧✧d's c✧mm୭nt. ၊၊||၊ ၊၊||၊
|--[ if yOu wish, i cAn prOvide yOu with A persOnAl threAt. ]-->
^@extemporaneousDisconnect i know your friend just subbed you but i think your freak needs her leash>
when xXx you xXx least xX expect xX it xXx ;o)
^so im noticing that you hated my comment and the other clowns comment but you hearted YOUR clowns comment> ^seek a psychiatric evaluation>>
>>>(An) outlet >>>(A) scapebleater >>>((We)) pin all (Our) potential deaths and ill omens unto this (One) so (We) may clear (Our) debts and fears
wow thats pathetic... but also very obedient of you! if you were on new alternia i would probably cull you without a second thought :)
It's a little hard...not to worry about you <:( ❣︎
I feel... hhh... really bad thhhat I sometimes... um. struggle to continue replying to stuff, I just get so overwhhhelmed... hhhhhh... I want to reply, my hhhands sit over thhhe keyboard (or um, screen), but my pan is just hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
That's perfectly fine Madame Sarkny!!! I dxubt anyxne wxuld want yxu tx push yxurself past yxur xwn bxundaries fxr their sake... It's always gxxd tx take lxng breathers when yxu feel like it's becxming txx much!!! Alsx drink water :)))
O+h man I kno+w ho+w that is everything is just so+ much and it's hard to+ get yo+ur mind to+gether eno+ugh
Actually hhhhhh... I chhhanged my mind. I would never use thhhe anonymous confession be because I will just wait until I'm really tired and say. um. hhhhhhhhh. anythhhing. Nearly! Nearly. But it's fun to read hhhehhh.
†) 7ALK ABOO7 WHI7 YER INNARDS LEUK LIKE. <3 #GORE #NSFW (†
UM! WELL! HHHHHHhhhafgsftydtudg I've never seen my insides before. So thhhat would hhhhhh be difficult for me! Thhhey're probably red! hhh #gore ??
†) GUID GU77ERBLOOD. SAY MORE. SAY A LO7 MORE. MORE EXPLICI7LY. 7ALK ABOO7 7HEIR CONSIS7ENCY. :O) #GORE #NSFW (†
You know you can block annoying mcgorefetishist, right? You have the right.
Taking hhh. a detour on my way hhhome from work today. I've hhhad thhhis um. hhhhhh. really weird reoccurring compulsion for over a week now? And I'm gonna hhh, um, take it as a good idea! No more hhhhhh ignoring it! Sorry um, for thhhe close up angle. Thhhe train thhhis way is even busier thhhan my usual... (but thhhere is wifi!) hhhttps://64.media.tumblr.com/0fb4d96e390d9743bd38caa1c5b14c04/d503d2fbe34ebfd9-d3/s1280x1920/e1f48ed41047006d3b4dfb8ad81397428fb20c3e.png
I wonder... hhh... If thhhere is a fix for... thhhe fact thhhat sometimes I see people... um. disagreeing. And thhhink thhhat it... on occasion... um. may be related... hhh.. hhh. to me? Maybe thhhat's too presumptuous thhhoughhh...
†) CALL I7 A HUNCH, BU7 AH BE7 YE SCREAM NICE. :O) (†
OHHH UM HHHHHH DGHHHODGJHHHDG I MEAN MAYBE??? I'VE NEVER FOUND OUT????!! asfadftdyeghhhv
Um. Last fighhht nighhht was like. Kind of fun for hhhhhh thhhe time I was thhhere last wipe but I don't thhhink it's my scene. Watchhhing someone get punchhhed in thhhe crotchhh and so forthhh... It's not my thhhing. hhhhhh Rooting for you if you... decide to go and fighhht. hhh
Yeah stick to your talents, like drooling over clowns on chittr.
HHHhhh... I. ... I was about to complain about work, but hhhhhh... maybe I shhhould... accept some of thhhe kindness I've been offered... Just enoughhh to take like... 2 wipes off... hhhhhh. A cerulean (my boss) probably wouldn't kill me for requesting thhhat (unpaid) righhht? HHHhhh...
hopefully no†! we all need †ime †o recharge! s†ay s†rong, zalaur!
†) SOUNDS LIKE YE MIGH7 HAE A BOSS 7HA7'S A SAF7 PUMPERED SHI7BLOOD. YE 7YPE LIKE PAIN7, YE GLAIKI7 GOWK. (†
It's late... I don't need hhhhhh anonymous confession... You know hhhhhh... despite thhhe distance I've hhhad from people my whhhole life... and despite missing out on um. Certain. Activities. I've never felt lonely. By comparison, hhhhhh, thhhe attention I hhhahhhhhh, um, receive - very luckily - is enoughhh to send thhhe sensors in my pan to thhhe moons. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee good lighhht. Sun is almost hhhere.
.) Aw, that's nice yQu've never felt lQnely! I feel the same tQQ! Since, like, sQmetimes all yQu need are sQme gQQd peQple tQ be arQund, and yQu'll never feel lQnely, even withQut quadrants Qr Qther experiences!! ))
HHHhhh... arguing back against a fuchhhsia is so uncomfortable... hhhhhh shhhouldn't be thhhat way... and thhhere shhhould definitely hhhave been consequences... I'm gonna hhhave to re-read hhh some of thhhe dead dove stuff Van's written to make myself feel normal again... hhhhhh
Are hhhighhhbloods and lowbloods thhhat different in temperature? hhhhhh hhh I knew obviously hhh hhh um. Thhhere was some difference or else it wouldn't be 'warmbloods' and 'coldbloods' but. Um. hhh hhh hhhhhhahhhHHH I've only felt contact thhhroughhh clothhhes. HHHHHH
It's okay, I understand. You have every reason to be fearful after everything Warmblood faces on a nightly basis. If you change your mind the offer will remain open. I am an ally.
^^ Well, I wouldn't want to impose! You're clearly so busy, and I'm sure sooooo far away. Granted, it would only take me a couple of hours to get most anywhere, but... ^^
-=[ uuhmmm i can get up to 80C until my fans kick on loll !! :-)_☺]=-
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Ɛ> think s𖦹. my last matesprit was a br𖦹nze. she was a l𖦹t warmer than i was. it was cute l𖦹l
no xX interest?
hhhhhhhhhHHH godsforgivemefordisagreeingwithhhahhhighhhblood BUT UM. HHH. NO. Thhhat's. Not my hhhhhh issue! I don't thhhink you shhhould be an ally. I shhhould be treated like a rustblood! I it it's weird to be spoken about reverently! Thhhat's reserved for hhhighhhbloods! hhhHHHhhh
THHHATOISDFGND THHHAT'S NOT WHHHAT THHHE IMAGE HHHAA AAAA NOT WWHHHAT I MEANT NOT WHHHAT I MEANT THHHE OPPOSITE SDGSFHHHONGSHHHSHHHGhhhHHHHHH
another xXx date Xx then
Thhhis site is #nsfw at thhhe best of times but... is... is hhhhhh it just me or is a lot more thhhan usual? hhh hhh (notthhhatI'mcomplainingbutIAMatworkhhhhhhhhhsoit'sdangerous)
<^ You're telling me! I just joined, and I was caught a little offguard by all of it! ^>
Some of you hhhave... hhh... scary hhhighhh kult/kull scores... I hhhhhh don't thhhink I'd do anythhhing but hhh. Um. Maybe freak out if I hhhit 10k. HHH
be right back liking and pitying every post youve ever made
Hey, no matter your score, we All appreciate Your Posts!
Ahhhhhh. I forgot it is a hhh clown hhholiday today. Thhhe train to work was okay, hhhhhh but I wonder if thhhe trip back will be safe hhhhhh... or my neighhhbourhhhood.
Time to appease the local dipshits by having offerings of faygo on you. Who knows! Might actually work.
i Xx can Xx walk Xx you xXx home xXx :o)
nah theyLLLL probs be too bLLazed outta their goddamn minds to do anything. probabLLy
Speak hhh for yourself... hhh I don't even know whhhat thhhat would entail... hhhhhh
THHH THHH THHHAT'S A PRETTY LONG DISTANCE hhhhhh I wouldn’t want to hhh hhh inconvenience you...
i'll xXx pick xX you Xx up xX from xXx work xXx :o)
iudhhhhhhfyjbhhhfdjkbhhh hhhhhhhhh t thhhen um um thhhank you??? HHHhhh
:o)