>>| .i'll just say, that saddens me .actually. like, .i think, .everything could be resolved by .only talking, laulum. just sit for the .one table .of two .and discuss. .one .on .one speaking. @hoveringculpability but .as your vent chitt goes, you do want help, but you don't know how to get .it. despite how many times .i .apologized, despite how many times .i .asked to talk. .and .i know, .i said harsh words, but you said .into my .address the same stuff. .i won't say what .exactly, but that was the catalyst .of .our fight .in here. people like you, makes me much worry. because .i care .about you, wanting to help you. but what .i met with? .ignore, silence, ghosting... you remind me .of .one cowboy who did the same to me. the way .of treating with nothing but the silence. people can't run .all the time for you, .in hopes that .one night .of .all hundreds, they finally will .able to help you, .or .at least you .open yourself to them. .everyone .is here .are living beings with minds, .emotions, feelings .and thoughts. .and with patience. my patience ran .out. not really, .i just listened to my friend who gave my .advice. here's .a drop. .i still have platonic feeling towards you. moirallegiance .one. now this. that game that not .only you, but some .of my friends .are playing. .i don't know full basis .of this game, slowly .acquiring materials night .after night .about .it, because .it's just so convoluted, so complex. before chittr .i didn't .even know what helmsman .is, no joking. .uhhh, rambling yet .again, but this .is what .i'm capable .of. to speak .out. #rambling #vent? .i don't like this tag, but that .is that.