#rambling
..Is it wrong to feel a little bit lonely on a website full of so many wonderful people? I hardly ever see faces I recognize, here. And when I do, They feel so.. Distant. I'll miss their first post in weeks by 10 hours because I was working and taking care of the after-work part of work. Or they'll be the untouchable, the Pinaccle of Class, someone I know I shouldn't be bothering with my favored foolishness. Or they're just.. someone I don't know if I should speak directly to. It's very silly, Maybe. This is, by all measures, meant to be a website for Trolls. That is what it was designed for. And after ...Read more
.i know .i may say horrific thing, but .it would be silly .if .i die .a third time. talking to myself .is... getting boring. you know .all .answers .on .all questions .and you have no topics besides discussing .of what you were doing. ".oh, .an hour .earlier .i was flying .and culling big .imps .and collecting grist crap" "that's cool, .i was looking more .into .alchemizing" "what did you find?" .and .it goes .on .and .on .and .on. we were like ".alright, we need to find something we can talk .about" but then we went .again .on rambling .about .our past, .our problems, .our life, .our previou...Read more
၄⋆၃ #rambling #horror #trolltismdeepdive darn you human writer derleth for assigning the lovexraftian entities (and other eldritxh beings not originally xreated by lovexraft) morality elements and defining WHAT the king in yellow is alright inxoming joyous rant from a nerd with axxess to the human internet i believe what is interesting about these hypothetixal (and less hypothetixal entities, hello xhittr user hastur who may or may not just be some guy who really likes the stories dot dot dot or perhaps an entity using the king in yellow as a sort of guise) entities so interesting is that that i...Read more
if i spin the chamber and slide the barrel between my lips . . . maintaining eye contact as the trigger is slowly pulled . . . the bang or the gentle click signaling relief after doesn’t matter anymore for the thrill itself is what is full of beauty and inherent eroticism . . . though, a good splatter of my pan over the walls is always a captivating thought mind-blowing perhaps lmfao #rambling #semi-shitpost #hornyposting #cw-self-harm #nsfwe #gore
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳ (Sometimes when i look at the twin moons i see your eyes staring back down at me from the misty skies above and i remember what home feels like. some nights when i wake up right at dusk to see you waking up with me, i see the twin moons staring back at me from beneath the delicate cover of your lashes #rambling #romance #flush @cleavedConscious )✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*
breaking news you arent allowed to talk about posting totally normal selfies anymore because that means youre making yourself bait its your fault if weird guys reply to it cuz you shouldnt have posted it in the first place at this point dont post anything about yourself ever cuz someone might maybe at some point do something weird with a picture of you god dave youre such an idiot we should keep you in a cage or something
>>| .i'll just say, that saddens me .actually. like, .i think, .everything could be resolved by .only talking, laulum. just sit for the .one table .of two .and discuss. .one .on .one speaking. @hoveringculpability but .as your vent chitt goes, you do want help, but you don't know how to get .it. despite how many times .i .apologized, despite how many times .i .asked to talk. .and .i know, .i said harsh words, but you said .into my .address the same stuff. .i won't say what .exactly, but that was the catalyst .of .our fight .in here. people like you, makes me much worry. because .i care .about you,...Read more
looked at a writing - i did - i find it weird to understand it - I did write but - too many human terms - ... > #writing #rambling
F1NALLY GOT MY 5TUFF BACK- why 15 the key5 5t1cky.. that- that 5tup1d l1ttle ol1ve! What d1d they even po5t.. #rambl1ng
Show me the grotesque, the undesirable, the fear in you. Allow me to pry open all that shrouds, that hides, that obscures you from the light. I will gratefully partake of your flesh and your blood, take you within me, offer you sanctuary. You need not be afraid anymore. #Rambling #MorningThoughts #Gore
I - found - Tundra's - old - outfit! - ... - I - dont - think - I'm - good - at - this - whole - camera - thing - but - it looks nice > https://files.catbox.moe/0rq8bb.png #rambling
((wish there was a less extreme option for blocking someone OOC where they can still interact with my posts but I don't see their posts on the front page. Like a full block seems harsh but I also don't like being tempted with the "click to reveal" button on posts because I will click that button even if I KNOW the post is just not for me. Not gonna bother the devs with this idea but if any of them see this naturally and like the idea enough to impliment it I will be pleasantly surprised)) #rambling
Mmm. It is always when I'm waxing philosophical or poetic that I say more than I likely should. Sometimes I fear reticence is a skill that has been waning over the years. #rambling
The years go by far too fast. It's been so long. Sometimes, it still feels as though it was only months ago. The idea that time will only continue to move faster is troubling. I cannot bear the thought of the memory fading. #rambling
One must remind themself to take off the silk gloves with those they hold dear. One small wind of change can make life veer off course. In an instant, even the brightest of lights can be extinguished for eternity. It is so very easy to take warmth for granted until it is gone when you need it most. #rambling
It's rather hard to sustain prolonged conversation when a majority of people avoid eye contact with me. Is it my demeanor, or is it my eyes? It's always confounded me that this has had seemingly no impact on my career as a performer. It's very much a public-facing position, and my appearance is often dissected. Perhaps I'm most tolerable from a distance? #rambling