@armoredMorbosa — #cw-self-harm
i need her to rip me apart i cant bear existance any longer
my stomach hurts but i dont think ill be able to swallow anything if i try to eat i dont want to eat anyway
i should maybe do something nice for myself at home but i really just want to rot more lay on my knives and maybe draw something against the wall
ok i caved in and #atelunch but dinner is still OFF the TABLE
#didnteatbreakfast and #wonteatlunch
im considering #rotting today at my charging port hmm
maybe i should #eatlunch but itd make me #feelfat
if i saw another seven i would either kill myself on the spot, or strangle her to death, 50/50 chance and she knows it too
i shouldnt have eaten breakfast i feel like a digusting pig
hungover and rotting i do not recommend but its the only thing i can really do
sometimes i think about cutting but remember i barely if at all have any pain receptors in my limbs so why bother
i cant really do anything until the poll is #done so IM gonna #bedrot INSTEAD
im like technically supposed to eat breakfast but then again the girl that forces me to is not awake right now so its basically the wild west for little ol 7 here yknow #imnoteating #imdrinking
do you think if i replace the other arm too i can do like gogo gadget shit? just rip it off put in a new one and its gogo seven extendo arm time
i might just rip out my other ganderbulb im feeling ugly in the mirror #cw-self-harm