:33 < i am furry diffurent furrom all of my furriends :33 < they get sad when things die. :33 < they take things super seriously. :33 < and they think i'm weird. :33 < my lusus taught me to survive when i was just a wriggler. :33 < how to move silently, to kill without remorse. :33 < it wasn't until i met equihiss that i realized that my instincts and how i f33l nothing when i kill something was weird. :33 < rather than being a remorseless huntress all the time people tend to react better when i'm just a silly kitty!! :33 < so thats what i am when people are around!! :33 < beclaws other trolls can't deal with the fact that i am a killer at heart!! :33 < even with all the senseless murder and caste battles of our planet :33 < death is still a heavy thing to a lot of them!! :33 < and fur them its hard to watch. :33 < being a mighty huntress is my fafurrite role to purrlay beclaws its true to life!! :33 < sometimes i wonder if people avoid me cause they're scared of me....
:33< yeah i f33l this
masking can be tiring, can't it? it's a different sitUation, perhaps, bUt i'm a very different sort of being than my friends! :U it can be... difficult, to constantly have to reorient myself towards their way of thinking. in trUth, i sometimes feel like an impostor - as thoUgh the self i've constrUcted for everyone else is jUst a façade, a mask wearing me instead of the other way aroUnd. U~U it's always refreshing, to spend time alone with someone to whom i can let my mask slip. an affirmation of my sense of self, perhaps?
all this to say: i for one am not afraid of yoU, nor yoUr capacity for violence! the hUnt is something beaUtifUl, something to be proUd of.
:33 < thank mew calliope :33 that makes me f33l a bit better