if it makes you feel any better i have nothing but rage brewing inside every vein in my body, just itching for the day i get to use this sword for it's intended purpose.
BUT as it stands i'm not in any kind of situation where such an outburst would be applicable, and honestly i kinda rather it that way because that would also mean my life would be in danger as well, + i've been trying to avoid a situation like that enough already.