I try to be patient with the cllowns. They are victims, too. So bllind and naive to that fact though they are. But conversing with them... makes the phantom wounds of my finall night reopen. The spears re-embed themsellves in my fllesh, and I hear the festivall music of the cllowns of a bygone age, dancing around my barelly-lliving-effigy. And in those moments, it feells as though she is gone again. I hate cllowns. #viollence.
>>| don't hate them. they're the best .of the best. you may love purplebloods .if you talk with them more.
Do. Not. Presume to impart your foollish imbecillic wisdom on me. You do not know what they did to us.
>>| don't be that sour face. just let yourself .indulge .into their culture .and their taste, that's .all. .about how they love doing this silly cults with culling .as some .of their ritual, .oerishing those trolls who .are weak .enough. .about their circuses .and spectacular shows they're making with lususes .and such. have you been .on .one .at least? .i did .and .it was magnificent. .all the jumps, tricks .and clowning .and honking. .it was magical for me. .and .it maybe for you too. don't hate the clowns. they're .all cool. .it's just purplebloods, .another caste .in troll society. .i can't believe they did something horrible to you, .as they bit your spinal crevice .or .other .unprotected place .of .interest.
i get it
Oh, how llovelly. I'll get right to doing such postehaste once I am done remembering how they ripped my regiments llimb from llimb, friends torn apart for dreaming of a brighter tomorrow. For piercing my body with 11 spears and lleaving me as some profane and foull monument to their mirthfull viollence. And for tearing away the woman I llived and breathed for from me, for what I had expected woulld be the llast time I woulld ever see her. Scurry off my post, as the rodent you are. I will not deign to spend my most mournfull moments llistening to a buffoon prattlle on about things they do not understand. You are too young, and too stupid. Do not replly.
Miss Nyrita. Whille I do enjoy your presence... If you see such future posts of dour persuasion from mysellf, you need not investigate. I wish not to debase mysellf afore trolls I respect.