i wonder if it means anything that i've now seen multiple transfem versions of both my dads... and my mom but she's already trans lol. i mean, my dad's already and i quote "kind of agender," too, but my crabdad's way masc! 8V
hey ruby!!! 8D yeah i'm sorry, college has been so chutefucking busy it's crazy. found out i've been soldering wrong my entire life in my embedded systems class! so, now i know my little guys are all walking around with their guts looking like a slasher film staring the t-1000 as the first victim, which sucks. but at least any little guys i make from now on will be better!!
oh uh, translation: i figured out i was doing some robot stuff wrong in my robot stuff class.
i uhm. happy for you. i dont understand half these things but hey. glad youre good. only shit i can say about myself is like. i went missin. lost an eye. and uhm. yeah thats it.
this helped. a lot.
girl, an eye????????? a whole ass ganderbulb????????? what happened?? "yeah thats it"?? dogg, if i lost an eye, that's gonna be like urgent news, first fuckin' thing i say to anyone who hasn't heard. fuck a hello, i'm skipping straight to "i don't have depth perception anymore" um. hehe. <-< anyway. you doing ok?
well. yeah. i got a cool scar though. wearin a eyepatch. it was the left one. completely gone. i dont know what or how it happened but it did.
im alright yeah. xennox took good care of me while i was recoverin. the guy didnt sleep for days since i was lost and all.
THAT'S KIND OF SWEET, ACTUALLY. WHAT THE FUCK. IN TERMS OF MY GENDER, I PRESENTED INCREDIBLY MASCULINE AS AN ATTEMPT TO CORRECT WHAT I DEEMED AS NEGATIVE BEFORE TRANSITIONING. HOWEVER, AT THE TIME, I WAS ALSO DELUDING MYSELF INTO THINKING THAT I COULD SOMEHOW PROVE MYSELF TO A CORRUPT GOVERNMENT, A SENTIMENT I'M CERTAIN YOUR 'CRABDAD' RELATES TO. ONCE I REALIZED EVERYTHING WAS FUCKED I FINALLY LET MYSELF DROP ALL OF THAT BULLSHIT. I'M GUESSING SOMETHING SIMILAR HAPPENED WITH YOUR VANTAS, JUST A LITTLE DIFFERENTLY (ASSUMING THAT HE DOESN'T HAVE A PAIR OF RUMBLESPHERES.)
yeah, crabdad's always had a lot of shit to say about alternia. there'd be like, a tv show set on alternia and he'd say something wordy like, "I CANNOT FUCKING BELIEVE THEY'RE MANAGING TO ROMANTICIZE THE CULLING SYSTEM. EVERYONE ON THIS MEFORSAKEN PLANET SHOULD FEEL LIKE GODDAMN LOTTERY WINNERS FOR ME SOMEHOW SURVIVING SIX MISERABLE SWEEPS" etc etc.
also uh yeah no, 99% sure crabdad's cis?