D---> I sometimes wonder Does anyone else ever have such a...disgusted feeling whenever they seem their own body in the reflection? Or a desire to change to be your true self and not something you were born as? Oh to be free and not to be forced into roles and being seen as masculine. It's hell. #Genderdysphoria #bodydysphoria #Tonight-is-BAD #vent #rant
D---> Not even in private sadly, perhaps kanaya would be so kind as to make me one.
I KNOW SHE WILL. I KNOW THIS IS POINTLESS TO SAY BUT I HOPE IN SOME CAPACITY SHIT GETS BETTER, EVEN JUST A LITTLE. YOU DESERVE TO LIVE HOW YOU WANT TO.
D---> Thank you, fiddlesticks I need a washcloth to wipe away my tears ugh tonight is not my night karkat.
WE AREN'T CLOSE OR ANYTHING, AND THIS IS ABSOLUTELY NOT A PALE ADVANCE, BUT IF YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO ABOUT BULLSHIT I'M HERE. DMS ARE OPEN OR WHATEVER.
D---> I wouldn't dare imagine it as such, but are you sure? I don't wish to burden somebody especially someone I hardly am close with.
DO YOU REALLY THINK I WOULD COMMENT SOMETHING IF I WASN'T COMPLETELY FUCKING SURE, ZAHHAK? I'M NOT A COMPLETE MORON. YES, YOU CAN TALK TO ME. IT'S NOT A BURDEN.
IT'S OKAY. JUST.. WHENEVER YOU NEED TO TALK, MESSAGE ME.
D---> Very well, would it be okay if I perhaps messaged you now? I do believe venting would...soothe me a tiny bit.
YEAH.