Somaya
@collateralArtisan
The best god damn mechanic the space station Helitaus has to offer.
˚˖𓍢ִִ໋༄.°•˚˖𓍢ִ✧˚At times, I do consider making demands which are not truly for myself, under the guise of my comfort. The exchange of having to do my 'job' for it is rarely worth the effort, however. And apparently it is not 'rational' to have all those working under me wear my colors to prevent their untimely demise. Tch.
When d!d seadwellers start car!n’ ab()ut be!n’ rat!()nal ()r !s th!s an !mage k!nda deal.
˚˖𓍢ִִ໋༄.°•˚˖𓍢ִ✧˚Ah..... it is more that I am informed I should not be so protective over my. "Toys". As my people are oft referred to as. Despite my age I am considered rather childish and immature, and there are many bureaucratic walls to ensure I do not become too soft. It is very irritating. And, of course, I do not wish to force any to wear my colors. If it is refused I will not enforce it outside of work uniforms.
N()t g()nna l!e t() y()u ()r try t() save face, the w()rd t()ys !n th!s c()nversat!()n a!n’t a g()()d l()()k n() matter h()w many qu()tat!()ns ()r st!pulat!()ns y()u put ar()und !t
Gr()w!n’ up the h()rr()r st()ry was that when a g()ld bl()()d gets helmed they l()se all aspects a the!r pers()nh()()d t() the sh!p. Str!pped d()wn t!l they a!n’t n()th!n’ but the th!ng fl!ng!n’ the sh!p ar()und. N()w ! a!n’t ()ne t() talk ()uts!de a the sc()pe ()f my ()wn terr()rs and what n()t but d()n’t !t seem m()re t()rtur()us that they’re lett!n’em keep that sl!ver ()f h()rr!f!ed pers()nh()()d g()!n’ the ent!re t!me they’re be!n’ treated l!ke that?
Even being hooked up to an imperial ship for a week (long story), I could already feel the detachment start. Maybe it was accelerated for a human mind not meant to helm. It is not fun I'm not sure what is worse, to lose yourself entirely or to only have one piece kept solely to feel the fear.
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! d()n't h()p ()n ch!ttr f()r my meager twenty-sec()nd break t() h()ld hands and be gentle w!th any()ne, !t a!n't my j()b t() "help" any()ne.
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She d()n't need t'be ()n ch!ttr t!l she's accl!mated t() her new l()t !n l!fe ! d!dn't say n()th!ng that a!n't the truth
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!'m n()t say!n' that, e!ther? !'m say!ng that she needs t() calm d()wn bef()re e><p()s!n' herself t() sh!t pe()ple m!ght be say!ng ()nl!ne that w()n't help her feel better r!ght n()w. Cause !f she's just n()w gett!n !nt() the helm, she ()ughta f()cus a l!ttle b!t ()n ma!nta!n!ng th()se b!ts a herself because be!ng scared and h()rr!f!ed and ()pen!ng ch!ttr at the same t!me m!ght run her !nt() mak!n' m!stakes that'll get her banned fr()m hav!ng access ()n her sh!p. Yeah? Y()u can get all up !n arms all y()u l!ke, sweetpea, ! a!n't y()ur enemy here. Just a tech that kn()ws what she's talk!n' ab()ut
NO ONE TOLD ME DUSKIES ALIVE?
D()n't take !t pers()nally, darl!n. She just sh()wed back up t()day and after y()ur stunt yesterday ! reck()n that wasn't the f!rst ()n the l!st ()f pr!()r!t!es regard!n' ya.
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just g∞nna spin my wheel ∞f chits [RUST] [W∞MAN] [EARS] this d∞ing anything f∞r y∞u guys ∞r sh∞uld I spin again?
i messed on the floor
[C∞BALT] [N∞NBINARY] [ANKLES] #anklep∞sting
Were y()u jus' stand!n' there uncl()thed wa!t!n f()r s()meth!n t() make ya mess ()r what
Put a spud, on a stick, over a fire. Ayep, we're fancy tonight.
|'m const^ntly being pvnished for being incredibly sexy ^nd t^lented (pickpocketing).
Pickpocketing is jvst ^ hobby of mine, | h^ve other t^lents | swe^r.
|'m gonn^ write ^bovt how b^d yov jvst owned me in my di^ry tolight.
Alw^ys do, gorgeovs.