M@ybe It'$ Ju$t Been My Terrib7e Experience With The Qu@d $y$tem On The 7ike Who7e But It'$ @7w@y$ B@ff7ed Me When $omeone 7ike... Wr@p$ Their Who7e Exi$tence @round @nother Per$on, @nd Then Without Them They're Ju$t Nothing. I$ Th@t Not Exh@u$ting? @ren't You Tired Of Exi$ting For Other Peop7e @nd Not For Your$e7f?
>> ¡n theory...
$ee But Th@t'$ The Thing. You're @ Per$on Reg@rd7e$$. No One Get$ To Te77 You You're Not. You're Not Nothing, You're @7ive @nd You Experience @nd You Fee7 @nd You Think @nd Even When You're @t You4 7owe$t You're $ti77 @77 Of The$e Thing$. Tru$t Me, I'm On Enough Mood $t@bi7izer$ To Tr@nqui7ize @ Hor$e To Know How Th@t Fee7$
If I Lived For Myself I Would Die. #lighthearted #butalsonot
K--<yeah but im not alive im waking up just to go back to sleep
K--<its not what id call enjoyable or worth waking up for
It'$ Not, Of Cour$e It'$ Not. But Tru$t Me, One Of The$e Night$ You're Gonn@ W@ke Up @nd Find $omething $o $m@77 @nd Me@ning7e$$ @nd $o, $o Fucking Be@utifu7 Th@t You're Never Gonn@ W@nn@ Mi$$ It @g@in
It T@ke$ Time, Bur@i$, But It Get$ Better. But You H@ve To W@nt It To Get Better. You H@ve To 7et Go Of The Comfort Of Mi$ery To Find The Joy. I Know It'$ E@$ier $@id Th@n Done, But It'$ Po$$ib7e
K--<i did and she left me so back 2 square 1
It C@n't Be @ Per$on, Th@t'$ The Who7e Point. I 7e@rned To W@nt To 7ive Bec@u$e I 7oved The $me77 Of The Tree$ @fter @ R@in, @nd The W@rmth In $eeping Into My H@nd$ From Ho7ding @ Mug Of Te@, @nd The $en$e Of @ccomp7i$hment From Dr@gging My @$$ Out Of Bed $o I Cou7d Bui7d @nother Fucking $he7f Even Though I Got @bout @ Bi77ion $p7inter$ In The Proce$$