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Burais Karleh?
@tentativelyTenebrous
pfp: @tenebrificTermagent
//hello. this is a content disclaimer. burais is, in the near future, going to become delusional - not in a "danger to others on chittr" way, but also not in a harmless or goofy way. something akin to the level of mental stability the grimbark jades on here exhibit. it will be a temporary arc, but for those who do not wish to see it, this is your forewarning. i will post another warning just before it begins. no hard feelings about blocks. however, if you are comfortable with your character or characters being involved in this arc, please hit me up. i have Plans.
K--<insufferable prick is actually pretty sufferable once you get to know him
im glad i yelled at him because he was being kind of unnecessarily mean for awhile but im glad you two got to really talk!
[|87 :: 1 f;nd th;s very hard to bel;eve but ;f you can tolerate such ;nsolence then 1’m glad at least one troll out there can.
[|87 :: 1’ll take your word for ;t, but 1 fear ;f 1 spent a prolonged per;od of t;me ;n the;r v;c;n;ty they may end up w;th a botched lobotomy. So 1 w;ll keep my d;stance.
s+ay in yovr happy place. s+ay in yovr happy place. every+hing will be okay.
K--<https://64.media.tumblr.com/82daa73a1b868965d5f3413241b96c42/9889772b4944f602-6d/s500x750/3e47a46920cd26c26040ed2d87edca1eee5540fd.jpg
youre literally burais karleh this isnt even the top three of your most egregiously outrageous crashouts probably like top fifteen if we are being really generous
the imgflip watermark represent the moments of clarity and genuine growth or just a visual quirk
K--<been looking at bad luck brian images and finding them relatable instead of funny
oof. he7, 7ou (an alwa7s drop a line. real or fake
you know hes a father of twins right homeboy is kicking it these days
K--<i need to become somebody other than me.
well you have to try something youre not still thinking you are physically a blood clone are you?
K--<if i breathe i will drown all i can do is hold my breath and keep swimming upwards hoping one day i will break the surface
Haven't you noticed how long you've been swimming? Haven't you noticed what it's done to you?
K--<it is all i notice. it is all i know. it is all i have ever known. it is all my existence is.
This isn't ALL YOU ARE! I've seen you flourish so much as a person so many times. You care about your friends. You want to help the people around you. You're so funny, so charming, a beating pusher amidst the petrified. You don't deserve to suffer. Relegating your pain to ALL YOU ARE is rejecting all the amazing and wonderful things about yourself.
K--<i appreciate the kind words but i dont choose what i experience and im experiencing a lot of pain mostly
but youre different now youre in T̲h̲e̲ ̲M̲e̲d̲i̲u̲m̲ now you have a L̲a̲n̲d̲ and a ̲Q̲u̲e̲s̲t̲ and a R̲o̲l̲e̲... maybe try working with those?
This won't last forever. You've the strength to break from this. Thank you for holding on, Burais.
K--<if you say so but dont be mad at me when im still drowning
//hey this should go without saying but if youve got me blocked can you, like, not comment on my posts? just awful for everyone really. thank you.
(( at that rate literally what is the point of commenting. WHY ARE YOU LOOKIN.
Many of my kinks are just about me wanting desperately to be your favorite. B/
K--<blocked by phuntr. my life is over forever.
i have no clue who this phuntr is, but judging by your reaction, it's a huge tragedy
ITZ RLY NOT
YEA
HM? X]
K--<actually im not engaging until you apologise for your statements made to me earlier.
why do you keep digging yourself a deeper hole
K--<@consequentlyOblique what do i have to do for you to forgive me
DDoing ♀ha♀ ♀hing ♀ha♀ i DDo where i push away all ♀he people who care abou♀ me i neeDD sleep, gooDDligh♀ chi♀♀r
cleaning ♀he sopor off myself when i wake up is ♀oo much work so i jus♀ DDon'♀
=oXO oh, that,s fair¡ in that case, have you tried a sopor eyemask¿ the effect is less but it does help i hear¡ =:) =oXO
i DDeserve ♀he nigh♀mares ♀ha♀ come from sleeping wi♀hou♀ sopor ngl, i'll live
c< dONt be i dO it because i care >c
i'm sorry ♀ha♀ you care abou♀ me i useDD ♀o be like ♀ha♀ ♀oo anDD i♀ was miserable
=oXO i don,t think that,s true, i think you deserve nicer sleep and i think that maybe you would feel a little bit less miserable if you had nicer sleep¡ but also i can,t stop you'''' i hope you manage to sleep better someday =oXO
c< iM sOrry tHat yOu tHiNK yOu sHOuldNt be cared 4 because i used 2 be liKe tHat, aNd it Nearly cOst Me My life, sO.... >c
c< it wONt NOt as lONg as iM Here 4 yOu ill MaKe tHat as clear as day >c
i am stuck. i am stagnant. there is an infinity and i cannOt jOin it. there is a barred enclOsure tO what i think i shOuld be lOcked finely between the inbween Of reality. perhaps it’s alright. the universe remains cruel and i remain pOwerless despite seeing what i cOuld be
K--<yupppp thats how it is
hOw curiOus. yOu claim tO knOw abOut what i feel? i wOuld be inclined tO ask but then again things like this are cOmplicated in nature and describing them tend tO leave much tO be desired
i suppOse in multitudes Of nOthing there shall br similar bugs writhing in the rOt
i think this calls fOr a thank yOu. i’m nOt exactly what i used tO be. i dOn’t dO the clOwn thing as sOme issues had arisen. plus i was mOre Of a mime. perhaps i’m rambling tOO much.
K--<#nsfwe can midbloods be into piss too or is it cultural appropriation
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K--<people say they're here for me until they realise im not just sad im actually fucking nuts and then they tend to back away
c< giviNg yOu a Hug witH My MiNd >c
i think we alread7 knew that, and we’re still here
weW'll tryTo beHere noMatter whatFor youBura's. <->.O-<<
i get being nuts!!!! i have been nuts too and i am still a little crazy.
but you are still scared of what i represent arent you
K--<not responding to dms because one individual in particular has dmed me and i get scared opening the menu btw. its not personal
RELATABLE.
K--<girl you successfully convinced me to attempt #suicide last night id appreciate at least like an apology
<<"...can i come talk in person then? want to check in.">>
??? ???????? excuze me. are you actually for fucking real right now. bitch i almozt ztabbed myzelf thankz to ur ztupid fucking clonez. Be grateful i havent done zhit to u yet.
<<"we established before that you're the only one i know where to find.">>
K--<yeah well i actually did stab myself no almost so we're pretty fucking even i think
Nice.
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you know hurting ppl dat remind u of urzelf wont make u feel better X-X
K--<low key i would probably forgive anyone in the world for any action taken against me if anyone ever apologised to me
K--<i miss everyone and everything
we’re still here for 7ou, burais
K--<how do i fix my life
beYourself?
c< yOu taKe tHe free will aNd tHe rOcK iN yOur HaNds aNd yOu swiNg at tHe wall iN frONt Of yOu uNtil yOu breaK tHrOugH >c
K--<im not even burais any more do you think she would give me a second chance #buraisposting
no not really it was never whether or not you were burais you have no control over if someone wants you or not thats her decision
Best hope she hated the old you.
c< NO, yOur cHOice 2 gO bacK 2 Her, wHetHer Or NOt sHe accepts is a differeNt Matter eNtirely >c
K--<yeah but like she hated burais and now im not burais so like. i can work with this?
K--<i have a choice in much the same way a moth has the choice to avoid a naked flame
c< ....if yOu waNNa believe tHat, gO 4 it, but yOu are yOur OwN beiNg yOu Have free will yOu MaKe yOur OwN cHOices >c
c< tHeN be tHe MOtH, get burNed ON tHe flaMe as lONg as its /yOur/ cHOice NOt aNyONe elses >c
K--<i know something #vagueposting
uhhHmmm...
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maybeA uhSlurpee m'ghtL'ghten theMood aB't? :L
c< cOOl! >c