@destinedKiller — #cw-self-harm
DARE NUMBER FUCK YOU: you all suck at this. [a video is attached. growling and grumbling, crucible is standing in her garden, wearing a white wig. first she does a handstand with one hand, then lets herself fall to do the worm. her form shifts like dark water to stand back upright, and she breaks her own arm to lick her elbow. the video ends.] #truthordare #bloodbox #cw-self-harm #body-horror?
clawing at my face. i really gotta stop opening my fat fucking mouth to say the things im thinking.
mnh. stabby bitey mood. i suppose i could stab myself but thats not fun to me anymore. has to be someone else stabbing me, or me stabbing someone else.
i have gotten. sso overwhelmingly horny. that i have accidentally clawed out my own organs while sobbing from the pain. of yearning. and also of being so hard it feels like my body will explode. but goring myself. has brrought no satisfaction. there is no ttension of a fighht. no drive of the attempt to surrpass annother. or the bliss of meeting an equal ccapable of defeating me. ffuckkk.
ok vote now tear through a planet or tear through myself. the latter wont kill me i just need SOMETHING fucking ANYTHING to tear into. myself might arguably be better because im at least alive. maybe tear these fucking emotions back out of my head. ♥/◆ for planet. ♠/♣ for myself.
...i need. something to do with my hands. something to. sink my claws into. urgently. anyone here fond of dying. or immortal and doesnt mind being clawed at. and torn to shreds by a living weapon. that can hold its own against some of the more powerful assholes on here? before i just start clawing at myself instead. #violence #suggestive? #i-guess #even-though-that-isnt-the-point-of-the-post #it-certainly-carries-similar-tension #vent? #cw-self-harm #gore
alright, several things out of the way that had to be done. i would say i sent a message to at the very least their closest friends, but its been a while since i was them so maybe i missed someone. in other news, i have a new pfp courtesy of @itsDirk. i like it very much. see attached image. also. i finally figured out my own equivalent for the "paws on my job till im off" in my past selfs bio. "claws at my veins until it rains". i cant bleed, so its more for the aesthetic and the fondness for violence in several aspects, but still. and i guess its kind of for the edgelord aesthetic too, even though...Read more
claws on my eye till i die