@destinedKiller — #violence
my life has been so batshit insane for so long that i dont think i know how to have a "normal life". i dont think i could exist in one. i need to have things happening. to me, about me, or around me. or i will be devoid of purpose. lord of nothing. thats what wreath is, by the way. at least partially, from what ive gathered. "shit happening around something else". forming loops and cycles around that thing. sometimes being completely irrelevant to whatever its orbiting. ...oh, its past 9pm. i guess now that i get tired again after godtiering, i should probably be following the "dont trust your own b...Read more
Q45: "Whaat iis yoovvr leeaast faavooriitee woord?" (@eschatologicalSaint) A45: jealousy. vile thing. DARE5: " " ( ) PENALTY: " " A46: no. i refuse. thats a stupid dare and im not doing it. Q47: "What do you think would satisfy you, presently?" (anonymous) A47: extreme violence. sex. intimacy. cuddling. i dont know. all of these at once. at the same time.
update: the consort was assassinated by another consort and there are now several fighting to death for the wreath crown. i didnt think consorts got violent??? especially not like this.
if fight night is happening today i might... attend. probably just to observe. but for now. crucie sleep alone tonight. the nest swing i built is cozy and laying curled up in it like this is reminding me of them. maybe a bit sappy.
...i changed my mind again someone please kill them. swiftly so they cant get off to it.
changed my mind again.
im going to kill someone in the future. #violence.
#girlbulge from a woman who can kill you, and might on accident. (me). (i know i can restrain myself but even then the urge to rip into whoever im fucking at any given moment is rather strong.)
send asks? asks for crucie? crucie will answer? asks? either that or, pretend im holding my blade up to your throat and threatening you into submitting asks. whichever works best for you, really.
ask. request. harass. threaten. whatever.
going hunting with my boss. it sounds like it will be fun. #violence
catch. [a short video is attached. crucible is in her armor, hovering behind the grand highblood, who struggles against several shadow versions of crucible holding him down. roaring about heretics and the hemospectrum and alien vermin, etcetera. 3 seconds in, she cuts off his head with one single swipe of a large bright cyan blade, and it flies toward the camera. the video ends when his head hits.]
lone planet outside of a star system.
i need to go break a planet.
i may be a dog, but trying to get me to suck you off by putting peanut butter on it will just get it bitten off and spat in your face.
im so glad that i was able to prevent the group of baby-killing lunatics led by @nautiliteMooncatcher. shame on you. #violence
babas post has introduced me to a new artist i have decided i like, and immediately i am hearing a song i think i like even more. now listening: flavor foley - streetcat (ft. nekomura iroha)
mnh. stabby bitey mood. i suppose i could stab myself but thats not fun to me anymore. has to be someone else stabbing me, or me stabbing someone else.
that was the best goring and fuck ive ever had with someone. probably because it was far more intimate... ...gggod. im not sure anything else will compare after that honestly.
just another fucking memory of another person ive killed. or. she killed. it killed. whatever. too many other peoples memories in my fucking head. im going to go throw up and then break a planet.
all of you are getting cleaved in half.
-- destinedKiller [DK] is now ONLINE -- crucie stabbed and killed and fucked. crucie good now. ok? ok. we dont talk about all that.
kkill. kill. kkilll. grrggrhrhhrh.
mmghrthtrrrrrh i need to break a planet or be fucking ruined until i cant walk or gore someone or begored orfFFUCK
"snuff puppy shelter": 9/10 https://snekofspice.itch.io/snuff-puppy-shelter if you like games that bully you, dont explain unless you really beg, and praise you when you do things right, you may enjoy this; provided you have #snuff and #gore kinks, that is. the premise is simple. dog girls- merely cute little text emoticons that serve to depersonify said dog girls- come in one at a time. each one has unique traits and a unique id, and your job is to kill them using one of the methods provided in the top left of the screen. keep track of them, theyre a limited resource. the terminal you type into is ...Read more
i think the worst part is how endearing i find it. there is no more hope for me. someone just point a shotgun at my head and get it over with. ... i guess i understand how EE feels. euh.
i need to be fucking muzzled before i tear out someones throat.
i need to break something.
*crucible has an epic fight with you where we both use omega beams of hyperdeath and yours is quickly overpowering mine but then at the last moment i let out a roar and my ribcage tears open as my beam starts to overpower yours, my body tearing itself apart to surpass you as you push me to break my limits and become stronger.*
rrgh i need someone to slam their hand into the gaping hole in my chest and squeeze my bloodpusher until it stops hurting from yearning.
need to sink my fangs into deer girls.
wwith how much people are pissing me off. i am half tempted. to just go back to being evil. but mass murder brings no satisfaction anyway. it holds no intimacy. of a struggle against an opponent of equal or greater strength. of feeling them tear you apart. and also. i am not undoing all the progress i have made. toward becoming a person again. and being more than just a weapon.
ffcking. whatever. not evengonna bother checking the thing. itll either be empty. or ffull of joke applications. eitherr would be appropriate. for howpathetic my dessperation is.rright now.
i have gotten. sso overwhelmingly horny. that i have accidentally clawed out my own organs while sobbing from the pain. of yearning. and also of being so hard it feels like my body will explode. but goring myself. has brrought no satisfaction. there is no ttension of a fighht. no drive of the attempt to surrpass annother. or the bliss of meeting an equal ccapable of defeating me. ffuckkk.
tch. as exppected. no applications. on my chew toy form. i. despperately. need to claw. at ssomeone. abd have them.claw at. and sttab. me. without being under. mmypowerscaling level. so idont accidentally. permanently kill them or something. or overpower them too easily.
there need to be. mmore. deerlike. and catlike. and fishlike people. on here. that are powerful enough. to be an equalp sparring partner. and also. are ok with being gored. and stabbed. and maybe killed if they have some revive like godtiers do. for sexual purposes. i think.
the form. is complete. an application. so i dont have to keep destroying planets. to satiate myself.
distraction not provided. time to smash through another few uninhabited planets in the neighboring star systems. #violence #planetgore?
...need to hunt a deer girl like a feral wolf. sink my fangs and claws in. make her bleed.
im going to go tear through another planet.
thinking about snapping off a girls antlers and impaling her in the gut with them while pinning her down wearing my armour.
i think its really cruel that despite being more powerful than the vast majority of godtiers here, i do not have the whole conditional immortality thing. if i die im just dead. so a strong opponent could not kill me again and again for sexual purposes. paradox space is cruel to demon hounds.
i hope im your kill option on- fuck someone already said that.
RAGAGHRAGHRGRGHAHGRGGHRHRHHHGRAHGRGRGAGHRRGRGGRAHRRGRRGARRRRAAHHHHHHHHH
nevermind the overwhelming surge of literallly eveyry emotion is coming back #cool dOGGY NEEDS A FUCKING COSMIC CHEW TOY #violence
they should make large unbreakable person-sized chew toys for overpowered demon dogs (me.) (i need something to tear apart.) (urgent.) #violence
ok vote now tear through a planet or tear through myself. the latter wont kill me i just need SOMETHING fucking ANYTHING to tear into. myself might arguably be better because im at least alive. maybe tear these fucking emotions back out of my head. ♥/◆ for planet. ♠/♣ for myself.