ππππ ππππππ’ πππππππ ππ:@arachnidGambler You still called them your lover, even though their touch felt like fear back then. You were too young to know that love was never supposed to hurt. Maybe thatβs what happens when your first lessons came from cruelty. You pushed away the people who cared, and hated yourself for it after. Now the smoke, the bottle, the razor on your skin. None of it makes you feel clean. None of it teaches you how to be loved. You wear yourself like a wound, and people flinch when they see you. Not because you are cruel, but because pain learned how to speak through you. Poor tragic girl. This pain will stick with you . #substance #nsfw #nsfwe #cw-self-harm #vriska πΌπππππ’ πππ
vriska d0 we need t0 talk
Ok, so, you wonβt 8elieve why I havenβt 8een in any relationship for years.
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1. My lusus was physically a8using me for as long as I can remem8er! 2. That weird white text guy kept 8othering me to do things that were all useless at the end of the day 3. I got in a REALLY 8ad quadrant when I was a teen that really made me distrust myself and so many others 4. I h8 myself
5. I also feel immense guilt for everything I did way 8ack then!
i understand i supp0se h0w 0ur relati0nship used t0 be c0uld als0 be c0nsidered incredibly unhealthy y0ur issues are valid as y0ur l0ver i am willing t0 hear ab0ut them i care f0r y0u