SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE I'M NOT DESERVING OF THE GOOD THINGS THAT HAPPEN TO ME DESPITE THE FACT THAT I DO. I WISH I COULD FEEL LIKE I'M DESERVING OF THE PEOPLE AROUND ME, BUT I DONT. BECAUSE I DON'T THINK I HAVE ANY OTHER WORTH BESIDES JUST BEING STRONG, I WANT DO MORE FOR THEM YET I FIND MYSELF STRUGGLING TO NAIL DOWN A INTEREST THAT I TRULY ENJOY, ITS LIKE A CONSTANT FEEDBACK LOOP OF THINKING I DONT DESERVE MY MATESPRIT, TRYING TO GET BETTER AT OTHER SHIT SO THAT I FEEL LIKE IM BRINGING MORE TO THE TABLE THAN JUST "BEING STRONG KILL GUY" AND THEN FINDING MYSELF MORE AND MORE LOST. #MENTALHEALTH
OR MAYBE IM JUST FREAKING OUT AGAIN. I DONT KNOW MAN.
⇐ It Is Difficult To Accept That We Deserve Good Things, When We've Become Accustomed To A Different Standard. I'm Glad That You're Attempting To Push Back Against What The World Tried To Instill In You. It Is An Uphill Battle, But I Believe You Will Eventually Reach A Far More Comfortable Place With Yourself :)
I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY BUT.. THANK YOU, GENUINELY. I.. I NEEDED TO HEAR THAT.
⇐ Anytime! It Costs Nothing To Be Kind And Supportive. If You Ever Need Someone To Talk To, Or Just Someone To Lend An Ear, My Messages Are Open 😊