... .i see. .i took .a wrong road, which .i never regretted before... now .i do. ... to be honest, .i just lost .all trust .in .everyone. like... .at .all. this .is why .i ranted .a lot .about not having friends .and betrayal .and .other cruel stuff. friends .in which .i believed before. .until .i got confused, .i guess. perhaps .it was me who never showed .and never .asked for help, for .assistance. to which .i'm .a fool... no. not .a fool. .i was too .anxious to .ask for help. .i'm sorry. @.eclecticengineer @normaleveryday .i deeply .apologise to both .of you for my most .inappropriate behaviour. zemich, .i've showed to you the most worst side .of mine, blinded my .own .anger. .i'm sorry. for now, .i'll stop chitting .until... .i don't know. .if .uhhh... .anyone wants to talk, .i still will keep checking dms. .i'm genuinely sorry. so so sorry.

