Back when I was dating around my friend group and anywhere because Kanaya and I broke up and I was desperate, the longest lasting relationship I had afterwards was with Vriska. I think I only dated her in an attempt to make her jealous back then. In all honesty probably my most toxic relationship. We both regularly hurt each other emotionally and physically. We tried to get the other to be jealous, I literally hit her with my car once and she literally set fire to my bedroom. Despite how terrible she was I hate to admit, gods was the sex good. It was essentially a slugfest in bed, I think she actually broke one of my ribs one time when we were going at it. Haven't talked with her in ages after everything that went down, is it weird I miss getting abused a little? #nsfw #abuse
Not interested in hearing it from any version of you.
I still weirdly miss her. Miss the taste of my own blood in mouth.
Snooze you lose, 8a8es. I'll just continue to 8e the 8est Serket, while you deal with........ *That* mess of a me, I suppose. Shrug!
β²yeah, I know...βΌ β²its gonna stick with you for a long time, i knowβΌ β²but itll get betterβΌ βΌeventuallyβ²
Hope so, it's pathetic of me if I'm being honest to have all this shit happen. Then again, when am I not pathetic?
βΌ...β² β²i dont think you're patheticβ²
...you don't?
β²course notβ²
... Love you.
β²β²i love you tooβ²β²