♦ pitied by @etherealLucid
man, i knew i had a case of bad brain coming on earlier. no clue how to stop it though. :\
man. i hate that my brain tells me "they're not really your friends, they're just putting up with you." why do i have to be like this?

D --> I am making a callout post on my chittr.ing D --> @ectoplasmBiologist hates muscles D --> https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/d79683445684.png

Sometimes I feel as if I am nothin' but a marionette t'be used.

D --> It's okay dear, Jillybean is working to cheer me up
most people don't realize how many dogs i actually have to deal with. a lot of them just show up whenever they want.
-- embellishedbookworm [EB] is now OFFLINE -- Reason: Lost a butt kicking contest to herself.
well. i guess i got my arm and leg back. didn't really have that on my bingo card, and i bet no one else did either.

D --> Tired D --> Bad mood D --> Et cetera

D --> Sometimes I regret leaving my following tab

D --> Strange mood on here now D --> I should probably rest
bluh, i have so much i need to do today,
can i just stop using my brain? please?
god i hate how helpless i feel sometimes.
Lost causes some of you.
i have no idea. they came out of nowhere and just replied that to me.
you just can't fix everything by talking, huh?
and blocked.

D --> I have been in a strange mood all night D --> I did not want to sleep while still in this mood but it appears I am going to have to
god i crashed so hard last night holy crap.
i'm not even actually done for the night. i still have stuff to do. bluh.

D --> There could be doctoral theses written about the nuance of the emotions I am conveying when I hit multiple reaction buttons on a single post D --> Truthfully I do not think anyone could ever fully understand it D --> E%cept Kanaya if she was on here, she understands me
god my mood just sucks. i hate this.
i just realized that if i ever lyric posted, no one would know what i'm singing.
had to learn because of a stabby god dog guy. had to get stabbed. couldn't figure it out before. i'm just not that good at learning how the powers work i guess.
i just had this horrible thought that i am basically immune to piercing damage only because i died from it. that's got to be just the worst way to learn.

D --> I know I should really learn to mind my own business
my head is actually killing me, i hate this.

Hear me.

I am there. Knocking on your door. On your walls. I am there. Peering through your windows. In your reflection right back at you. I am there. Burrowing deeper into your mind, clawing at the folds of your brain slowly but surely. I am there. I am there. I am there. I am here.
guys i don't think the king in yellow likes going outside of reality with me.

Ow

me and you both 😭🤞
god, i feel like i have two lives, this one, and the one where i have to pay taxes and shit. and out there, i call myself a video editor because that also pays a decent amount of the bills.

D --> Unfortunately I'm working right now D --> But we can cuddle when I get back okay

D --> I am not denying she made a mistake but she doesn't deserve to locked away in a pocket dimension D --> I said I would help fi% it D --> Yet he locked her away anyway D --> What did that solve

D --> All I want is to protect those I care about

D --> First the flesh wall and now this
i exist! i'm running not not nearly enough sleep, but i do exist.

If anyone ever sees me out in public dinnae sneak up on me please... I dinnae take tha' well... ehheh...

D --> The only downside of posting horses is that I can't like my own post

D --> I got a girafarig with the Dawn Mark ("The Early Riser") but it didn't get the ability Early Bird which is unfortunate

D --> Me too

D --> I think a difficult lesson I have had to learn in the last sweep or so is that if someone is capable of requesting assistance of me with something, but chooses not to D --> Then they probably do not want my assistance D --> And I should not try to budge in
apparently my usual sunday migraine decided to come a few hours early… im going to try and see if i can nip this thing in the bud before it is too late
cool… cool… yeah okay i think jack and i are going to go scream in the woods until our lungs explode or something
I think I'm going to forever become a hermit at my compound and not worry about anything you fuckers do for the rest of my life and shut off the internet.
still busy, free me!!!
yeah, i just generally need better therapy. i can't explain to my current one what it feels like to die.
i'm basically living my best life, but depression is an ass kicker no matter what.

neutrwal good is the frweebie slot forw people who don t have perwsonalities that want to think they arwe good and chaotic good is a frweebie slot forw people who don t have perwsonalities that think they arwe betterw than neutrwal goods

D --> I have not, no
you ever have nights where you just can't sleep?

D --> Oh no D --> Poor things

D --> Guns D --> Do you shoot the pokemon

D --> What is Palworld

I sh001d not be capable of getting sick And yet

D --> The problem with repentance, I think D --> Is that some part of it shall always be fruitless D --> The harm you have done can never be undone D --> And you do not ever have the right of forgiveness from those you have hurt

D --> I am too STRONG D --> I would either have to purposefully throw the fight or I would just kill or maim the other person with a single hit

D --> Good luck to those fighting I suppose D --> I would participate but it wouldn't really be a fair or entertaining fight

D --> Brooding

I sh001d not be this tired, and yet
what is it about sundays that makes me so prone to migraines? >~<‘
