Ellsee Raines
@existereOracle
||SHΣ· THΣY|| SomΣ quΣstions arΣ bΣttΣr without answΣrs. || ⋆｡°✩
OOC!// Hey, guys! This is the first OOC I'm posting featuring Ellsee. It's something I should have done from the start, but oh well. To make a long story short, this is a completely subjective interpretation of how I’ve perceived Ellsee. It doesn’t follow the comic’s timeline, though I do reference several moments from it. She maintains her family relationship with Arcjec, but her matespritship never worked out, which is leading her into a somewhat toxic spiral of depression and substance abuse. I want to delve deeper into all of this, but I guess I should let you know about it too! Interactions are open to all kinds of situations. In fact, I’d love to interact more with everyone in general! Feel free to do so!!! #nsfw #substance
I should put down thΣ bottlΣ again... #substancΣ
I was taught not to bΣ picky. At onΣ point, whoΣvΣr, I was. Back whΣn I didn't had to run.
#MatΣspritMonday, huh¿ What a curious day¡ And what a curious situation I'm in... rΣgarding that...
My hΣad has bΣΣn playing tricks on mΣ for a whilΣ now... I can't figurΣ out why, but latΣly I'vΣ bΣΣn ablΣ to gΣt back to my lifΣ morΣ or lΣss...
Still alivΣ¡ Oh gΣΣz I'vΣ bΣΣn out way too long-
WΣll it sΣΣms likΣ thΣ pain has ΣasΣd a littlΣ. I still havΣn't figurΣd out what's causing it...
Oh gog my hΣad it's killing mΣ—
I just wish things wΣrΣ a littlΣ quiΣtΣr in my hΣad. But I'm tirΣd of wishing.
ThΣ kind of loud that makΣs mΣ want to gougΣ my ΣyΣs out in thΣ most bizarrΣ way possiblΣ
X Okay so. I want you to tell me about things you generally struggle with, maybe I can think of a drug to help #substance x
X I’m not gonna force you but if it’s that bad maybe it’s time to look at something to help with it. x
I think I'vΣ thought about it Σnough. MaybΣ you havΣ somΣthing that can hΣlp clΣar my mind a littlΣ¿...
X Alright, can you tell me a bit about what you deal with outside of the loudness? I gotta get an idea of what might be causing it before I start giving you stuff otherwise we might make it worse. x
Don't lΣt mΣ pick up a bottlΣ ΣvΣr again. ... PlΣasΣ
XDXD Hi, Ellsee. I feel like I should ask how much you drank last night but for the sake of the public profiles here I'm not going to. XDXD XDXD ...Good to see you, though. XDXD
HonΣstly i would lovΣ to bΣ ablΣ to answΣr that but ΣvΣn i am unsurΣ...
XDXD Gog... Okay. Just like, I don't know. Try to keep tabs on your intake for next time, yeah? XDXD
Yup¡ YΣs... I'm sorry, this is NOT somΣthing that happΣns oftΣn I swΣar¡
WΣll now that I at lΣast know my matΣsprit is still alivΣ all I havΣ to do is makΣ surΣ I don’t diΣ mysΣlf
DoΣs anyonΣ know ANYTHING about OccΣus¿ HΣ’s bΣΣn off thΣ books for a month now, and at this point I don’t know if work has killΣd him or if hΣ’s turnΣd into a book-worthy hΣrmit...
Hell.o. my l.o.ve, i am alive, im s.o.rry, they were threatening with taking away my maintenance supp.o.rt f.o.r R.o.gi again
Oh¡ I thought you wΣrΣ rΣally dΣad this timΣ you damn idiot¡¡ You can't kΣΣp doing this to mΣ ΣvΣry timΣ¡
I am n.o.t d.o.ing this every time, I just cann.o.t aff.o.rd them t.o. take my grant away, I need t.o. eat. Ap.o.l.o.gies my dear.
guys this lonΣlinΣss is gΣtting rΣally hard to romanticizΣ
WHY NOBODY TOLD MΣ ANYTHING ABOUT THIS HΣLL OF A GAMΣ¿¡¿¡¿¿¿
It's bΣΣn a fΣw days sincΣ I last postΣd, how arΣ you all? =:)
|| & ddoin ppretty okie ddokie, hoppe youre havin an okie ddokey dday yourself :)
A silΣnt and unnΣcΣssarily slow day today. At lΣast it's ovΣr...
Wishing my matΣsprit comΣs back soon... =:P
Morning ΣvΣryonΣ ¡¡ I hopΣ all of you havΣ a nicΣ day =:D
It looks likΣ my matΣsprit is planning to bΣ absΣnt indΣfinitΣly again... Oh, this is gΣtting sooooo frustrating...
𓏲ּ𝄢🍆) sounds like a skill issue honestly ( ♬ ݁˖. ݁₊⊹