the empress let me sleep in her recupracoon last night!! i wish it were under different circumstances but snuggling her is always a treat regardless

Jane is dead, and you are the only one who cares. How do you not see how heartlessly expendably you are being regarded?
obviously i am being used you fucking whore i just dont care call it panwashing call it denial but i dont care!!!! she made me love her so i love her, simple as!!!!!!! maybe some teeny tiny part of me used to try and fight against it but there would never have been a point i am the dog she wants me to be and if she wants me to love it then i love it

You are unloved by her, Jade. It isn’t panwashing. It isn’t denial. It is nothing but your refusal to wake up and smell the roses and remnant ashes that remain of her. You are not a monster because you were made to be. You always chose this. Not her. Not animal instinct. Not primal forces. Not stress or duress or powers beyond. You did.

D̷̛̳͕̻͙̙̯͔͓͋͌͂̀̿̅̂̅͌͋͘ớ̴̤̰̮̇́͒̔͌͑̋͊͋̽̐̓̍̚͝ ̶̛̤̘̥͈̜͓͑̓̈̍̔̈̕̚͜͝͝ͅn̷̡͉͔͎̙̟͉͔̦̯̆̎̐̋͒̋̾̀͋́̇͆͗̾̕ͅò̷̬̼͕͚̠͖͕̖͓͔̣̬̗̫̌́͐͌͊̋̈́̄̇t̴̟̰̜̼̻̫͇̳̜̲͊́͐̈́̏̄̇̒̑̅́̕͘ ̶͖̰̈́̌̂͒̐̄̅͝c̸̓͜ͅä̶̛̮̘͉̰̥̗͈͖̝̟̎̓̈́̈̋̔̄͘̕͘l̶̛̳̩̠̭̹̋͌͋̒̈́̀̽͂͒̚͝l̶̛̤͖̞͕̟̤͕̞͐̂͑̀̈́̚͠͝ ̸̫̘̭̙̏́̈́m̴̨̧͉̺͍̮͈̔̈́̈́̈́̅͗̎̏̅̅̾́̚ͅḛ̴̢̛̛͙͉̝͎͕̳̜̬͒̏́͋̇̒̔̋̃̚͠͝͝ ̶̟͒̄̐̏̃̀͒̄̒̈́̿̈́͝ṱ̷̢̢͈͎̖̝͉͇̥̟̼̹͓͙́͗͜h̶͙̱̭̦̭̳̽̅̐͑̏̎̇̓̚̕͝͝ą̴̧͖̝̰̤̻́̀̑̾̾̈͗̿͋͂͋͂̒͘͘͘͠t̸̖̫͔̩̹̲͕̭̩̳͚̙̽͐.̶̡̛̝̫̬͉̘͎̫̖̞̲̞̬̝͈͎̙͗̿̒͊͒̎̚
youre wrong. and and you should apologize. not to me but to jade for daring to imply you mean so little to her that she would choose to torture and kill you

She isn’t here to speak for herself. I can say whatever I wish.
you are a vindictive disrespectful little shit and i cant believe i miss you.

How badly?

You’ll pardon me if I do not believe you. If she doesn’t believe you.

